ill treat

Well being everyone, back from a little breather, August is turning out to be quite a month, is it me or is anybody else feeling some strange uncomfortable energy? this has been anything but a normal summer, it has occured to me that transformation and radical changes are happening this month, and due to this, contrast and resistance are in full swing, my moods are on a rollercoaster as of lately, the wierd part is I'm a man, and these symptoms I'm going through are, well, almost menopausal in nature, hot flashes, moments or depression, joy, anxiety, sadness, hope, hopelessness, anger, guilt, regret, what the hell is going on here? I've been on a positive roll for so long, why is all this suddenly happening?, the answers are indeed within, and what i'm learning is that, despite how ugly this sounds, it is a good thing, allow me to delve deeper into this ''unease'' further. A few posts ago I wrote about the shift that's occured and may be still occuring on the planet, although these are subtle now, some of us are being affected by them, if any lightworkers are reading this post, you'll know what I mean, there are indeed changes happening here, and the great news is it's a great time to be a reality creator, rejoice creators, because your manifestations may come much faster now that a new demension is upon us. But what about those symptoms from the universe? Friends, I've launched some ''game changers'' of desire, these desires were not just about me, they included my family and closest friends,and even you readers, these ''game changing'' desires went from the ego to the heart, the greater good if you will, and while I won't reveal them, [sorry] I will tell you that all the things I'm going through right now is preparing me for manifestation, and as ugly as it seems it just is, and you've got to cross the desert to reach the pond, but the water is SO much cooler and sweeter when you DO reach it, and when you launch those ''biggies'' they can come at times when it will seem like nothing's coming at all. During the three years of my personal journey my desires have been ramped up, tailored to work in ways that benefit others as well as me, I can now see how time is an issue here, although I cannot connect the dots now, looking back on this I certainly will connect them when these manifestations come to pass, it's just how things work, there were moments that I felt like giving up on reality creation altogether, but this time, I wanted to run away from it! The emotions I'm going through are really intense, like never before, it's chemicalization on steroids, and, oddly, a light is at the end of this tunnel. As this will pass, I'm ''letting go'' at a whole new level, it seems that it's all I can do now and it has helped, now is not the time to think too much, because with these emotions, it's a very volatile mix, I'm just lucky source is helping me through this and now it's time to brace for life change! Yes friends, dreams come true, but in the beginning they can come in uneasy ways, but you do get good at this, and you learn that the journey is truly better than the manifestation, but unfortunately when we start out, it's the other way around, and the path is crooked and rocky, instead of smooth and direct. There ARE lessons along the path to the big goals, and boy, they can hurt, but you know the saying, what does not kill us..... Until next time soon!