Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Matter over mind

Happy holidays! thank you all for visiting my blog posts, I truly hope all of you are manifesting your greatest desires. As we progress in reality creation there is one thing that lingers with us the longest during the journey, the wounded ego-mind, and as this topic was discussed in the last post, it is important to understand that as the wounded self will resist change, we must not resist it, but make peace with it. It will cry for our attention when we begin to make drastic changes for the better, afraid, it will try to reason and rationalize why we shouldn't leave our comfort zone, it will try to convince us that we've failed before, and we'll fail again, sometimes it throws fits, causing great discord within our emotions, resulting in mood swings and hormonal imbalances, holding onto the old and rejecting the new. This battle can go on for several months, even years, because once a conscious decision is desired for better change and progress, the inner battle ensues, that is depending, on how many years an individual has held onto limiting beliefs, fears, self abuse or abuse from others, financial turmoil, psychological disorders such as depression and anxiety. As one comes closer and closer to the realization of their goals, there is a self imposed test that seems to occur, this is not a test brought on by the Universe mind you, it is a test of self, another wall to climb over to reach the desired goal, a vibrational test if you will, that is determined how one reacts when another obstacle is reached, and whether they overcome it or simply give up. I've hit many walls personally, some overwhelming, some with discomfort, and some that felt like total darkness, but I've remained resilient and uncompromised thus far, and the Universe has been there every step of the way to help me get through it all. There's the old saying ''mind over matter'' when obstacles rear their ugly heads, but the title of this post sums it up nicely for me, when I choose what really matters, which is more abundance and freedom, the mind tries to fight this new way of thinking and being, but I choose what matters the most over what the wounded mind is telling me, which tries to say NO to everything. In time, the wounded mind eventually jumps on board with our new-found success, over time we no longer give our wounded minds power over what we do or decide, which is how most humans live in modern society, running by their minds rather than their hearts, as the wounded mind is fearful, and the heart is courageous. Reality creation begins with a desire for something better, a purpose, a inner search for truth, there comes a time in our life when we just decide that there HAS to be more to all this, there has to be a better way. Unfortunately as well, there will be those who spend their whole lives stuck in their current realities, at an intellectual level they know there is a better way, but at the subconscious level, they are afraid to seek the higher truths for fear of leaving their comfort zone, or fear of failure, even worse fearing the very thing they yearn for, success! As we launch our rockets of desire to Universal intelligence, at first try they could be coming from the ego,[cars, houses, prestige, power, fame, unlimited wealth, etc.] and these things can be manifested, but as time passes we may no longer find satisfaction after having all these things, we begin to look at the ''bigger'' picture, we may even begin to desire giving something towards the greater good of humanity's cause. I haven't reached that level myself, but maybe this blog site is my contribution to the whole, and for now this is fine with me. I've only been practicing reality creation about four and a half years now, and I am by no means the ''expert'' on conscious creation, nor have I reached that highest level of enlightenment, this is a learning ''as I go'' journey, as for now I'm allowing a life of financial freedom,[it's already created as everything already exists now] that freedom to be, do, and have whatever my heart so desires, without hard work, toil, or 9 to 5 drudgery. Although I desire material things as well, they are merely by-products of the overall picture, FREEDOM!, which is what my authentic self is now experiencing, and I'm catching up fast!

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Wounded self

Happy holidays! Getting the rational mind out of the way and on board with reality creation is very critical for success, and there are many practices and techniques to accomplish this, deep meditation and/or strict focus on the end result, persistent affirmations, constant positive thinking, the list goes on. What has worked in my own experience is the constant focus on the desired results, and the more focused I've become, the harder of course the ego-self fights back, everything that the ego-self wants the ego-self wants to control as well, the how, the when, the why's and what if's, the can't, don't and won't, the ego-self does not allow, it struggles, it fears, it worries, it uses rational and logical thinking that's counter-productive to success, it wants complete control and it will fight until the very end. Thinking with only the left brain is exhausting, a balance must be achieved between the left and right hemisphere of our brain, unfortunately most humans function more with their left brain hemispheres. I'll make a somewhat bold statement here, you CAN manifest what you want from your ego-self, but I assure you it will come through struggle, frustration, and hard work, which is how society, unfortunately, has conditioned many to believe. I'm finding that eliminating the ego completely is not the answer, were it not for our ego, we wouldn't have desire, and I believe this is a necessary starting point with law of attraction, if we had no desire for anything how could we expand? Some believe in spiritual circles that we must eradicate the ego-self completely, but the ego is a part of who we are, not some evil little devil on our left shoulder tempting us to do evil deeds. We conditioned our own ego, it is us our very ego is trying to protect, it is only following the instructions WE have programmed into it through our lifetime, and as limiting as this can be we must re-program the ego to work with us, so it can't work against us. As I've dissolved all of my limiting beliefs successfully, the ego still tries to put up a fight, but it holds no authority, it pouts and screams like a child, especially when I'm reaching for higher vibrations and riding them into alignment, but I ignore it's pleas, it's always wanting to remind me of my current reality, using every trick in the book to get my attention, of what's wrong with where I'm at, that I need to DO something, FIX something, MAKE something happen, and the result is always the same, I'm UNAFFECTED! My greatest desires were born from the ego-self, but I've gained clarity and moved them closer to my heart, where real manifesting power lies, the link to super consciousness, the connection with the whole! I don't practice meditation or any other techniques to quiet the mind chatter, although recommended, meditation is the best way to achieve the higher states of consciousness and awareness, well being, calmness, as well as clarity, and alignment to source. Although my method HAS worked it's been slow going, and what's worked for me is just keeping my focus on feeling good and making it habitual, and as success has happened my ego is beginning to surrender and get on board with my heart felt intentions, as everything desired IS coming from the heart, not the mind. As long as we don't allow our ego mind to affect our emotional well being, it can have all the fits, tantrums, and rationalizing it wants, because believe me it will, but it's important to realize that all those rationalizations and fears are simply ILLUSION, they are not REAL, and so we must be forgiving and kind to ourselves AND our ego, and at the same time remain focused on our chosen reality regardless of what the ego is reminding us of, and keep moving with forward momentum!

Wednesday, December 10, 2014


As the title above may appear to be blunt at first glance, these are words to truly practice and live by. Circumstances do not matter, they are neutral, it is when we give them meaning [good/bad] which will attract the outcome according to our reaction and emotions, as law of attraction is always operating whether we are aware of it or not. Life happens, but we get to choose how we want life to happen by how we are feeling, if we are feeling good then the good stuff comes to us, if we are feeling bad only the bad can come as well. Where we are at in this moment in life is a direct reflection of our dominant thoughts and feelings, if one is lacking money, he needs to look no further than what he is thinking about and feeling most of the time, which has become his dominant focus. To have an abundance of material wealth one must always be focused on the end result, never doubting himself EVEN a second, or holding and harboring any negative or contradictory thoughts. We are as we think, if we think we are poor, we will feel poor, thus attracting conditions and circumstances to validate our being poor, if we think and begin to believe that we live in an abundant Universe, that lack and scarcity are just an illusion, we will BEGIN to attract conditions and circumstances that move us towards more and more abundance. Life is NOT meant to control us, we are not victims, we are creators, we get to choose what we want, when we allow life to choose for us we are creating by default, and unwanted conditions and circumstances are drawn to us stripping away our power and thus we begin harboring a victim mentality. Whatever it is that you want to change in your life it only takes a thought, a thought creates another like-thought, energy builds from these thoughts, these thoughts begin to take form from the formless, the potential increases as you hold these thoughts increasing even more energy/feelings, these feelings are like a radio wave or frequency sent out and reflected back to you via law of attraction, you get back what you put out in the form of energy/feelings, or in simpler terms, you reap what you sow. This can go either way, good or bad, the Universe is not biased in this way, that is why we must choose what we want and control our thoughts, feelings, and beliefs, and once we master our thoughts we master our emotions, and as we master our emotions we become the masters of our destiny.

Tuesday, December 9, 2014


I've launched many smaller goals and intentions, I am a living/breathing deliberate creator, and what I've perceived as big goals no longer seem AS big as before when I first began practicing reality creation almost five years ago. Big or small is only OUR perception when we desire something, to Universal intelligence everything is neutral, what do I mean by this?, a penny is no different than a million currency, a shanty is no different from an estate, sure by appearance of course, but it is us that perceives what's big or small or what's easy or hard to accomplish. When we align to our authentic selves we align with Universal intelligence, we see everything through the eyes of source energy, which knows NO difficulty, our perception shifts towards a KNOWING that whatever we want has already been created with source, our inner being is already living our desire and waiting for us to catch up by becoming a vibrational match, then allowing the physical manifestation to unfold. We are taught from childhood rules and lessons from our parents, handed down to them from their parents, then we are sent to school, to learn the rules of society so that we can hold a job and become a productive member of said society. Everywhere we turned at an early age, we were downloading information and forming new beliefs, as early as middle school we began to absorb the [follow the herd] mentality that you must work hard and work long for any measure of success, we were taught these rules of society in schools, colleges, and learning institutions alike, as well as television, movies, and the media, that to get ahead in this world, means hard work and sacrifice, blood and sweat. We recall watching television and seeing ''lifestyles of the rich and famous''[remember that show?] and without giving it a second thought we knew that we could NEVER have those things that were extravagant or expensive, those dreams were far from our reach, we weren't meant to have mansions and fancy cars, we were a lower working class people, even our elders would tell us to be ''realistic'' and settle for what we already have, and expect nothing more. This is the environment I grew up in, the backwards thinking of the late 20th century, and looking back I can understand why my life was full of so much lack and limitation, fear and uncertainty, stress and inner turmoil. Nobody is at fault here, this has been handed down from generation to generation, we cannot blame others for what we choose to believe, we are responsible for what we think and believe and we manifest those thoughts and beliefs accordingly, that is until we recognize and change them. I'll admit that I've always been somewhat a truth seeker, but in the past I was always seeking the wrong truths, the disempowering ones that would tell me that life is not fair and I should be angry, that I'm a victim of society, that I have no control of my circumstances. Boy, am I glad those days are behind me!, but where do I stand now?, allow me to share a little personal secret with you here, now that I've changed my beliefs and habits, I no longer wish to run with the herd of society, of course there are some rules of the system which we must comply, we have to eat, we have to have money, bank accounts and mortgages, we must all play by the rules of the systematic design to some degree, but what I mean is that I've chosen to live life on MY terms, I've chosen to imagine and design it by MY choosing, not creating my fate by default, but instead deliberately creating my destiny as I choose it to be! We are ALL meant to live life this way, ABUNDANTLY! and we're not just talking about money here, we're talking about the whole kitten caboodle, all areas of our life! I've chosen to leave city life eventually, it seems to no longer appeal to me, the traffic and congestion, the stress and all the noise, the bad air quality doesn't help either, and you can't see the stars above due to the light pollution, it seems the cities have finally outgrown themselves, I'm thinking the Pacific Northwest for it's lavish beauty and colder climate. Stay tuned and viewed, this is getting interesting!

Saturday, December 6, 2014


Good afternoon fellow reality creators, life can throw little annoyances at us occasionally, especially during our daytime waking reality. My dominant thoughts and feelings tip towards the positive on a given day, but I'll still get agitated and cranky sometimes when an unwanted circumstance shows itself, hey, we all do. In my practice and experience when I'm having difficulty shaking off an annoying feeling I'll take a short nap and usually wake up in a better state of mind, and yes, this REALLY does work, but I'd like to take this a step further, on another note this works well also if you're worried about or focusing on the lack of something you want to experience or manifest in your physical reality. An example would be're having some financial matters, and you want to allow more finances into your life by working with reality creation, you KNOW that the Universe will deliver eventually, but you still can't shake this feeling of noticing the lack of finances you need to resolve the issue. Nap time! as you lie down focus strongly on the feelings of having your financial issue resolved, try not to focus on the money itself, just the essence of already having it, after spending several minutes of accomplishing the feeling [it should feel relieving] shift towards gratitude and appreciation until you fall asleep. When I did this earlier today the Universe confirmed my solution in my dream while napping so believe me this really works. When doing this as a regular routine for a few days you'll begin to notice those things you want to change or manifest show up in your dreams, or at the very least in the form of signs and/or symbols relating to those things. This also is amazing at night before bedtime of course, but it's in the daytime when we get easily distracted or side-tracked and irritated, and if you're in the workplace this can also be done, just try to squeeze in a little power nap when you can, that alone will help. The key goal is finding the time to focus on where you want to be as often as you can, shaping your wanted [new] reality, while still living in your current reality, allowing the shift to occur on it's own, in the perfect timing. Sweet dreams!

Thursday, December 4, 2014

Be aware of your awareness

Happy Holidays everyone! My how busy, busy, busy it's been, and I'm finally able to do some writing! I've gone through a lot of vibrational summersaulting these past few weeks with people and circumstances, it's so damn easy to get side-tracked during these holidays when working with reality creation. I remember in my early youth how much I cherished the holiday season, carefree, full of joy and anticipation, all the food and sweets, and oh yes, the presents that came as the icing on the proverbial holiday cake, ALL the things the holiday season represented. Now at 50, I'll resort to coping mechanisms in the form of food and lots of drink, part of me will still enjoy the holidays, yet another part of me wants them done and over with. For the past four holiday seasons I've always expected something more, but unfortunately the circumstances have been less than desirable, it began to seem all that holiday magic with me had finally run it's course, why was this?, could it be because we grow out of all the excitement, and become more focused on the stress and the unwanted responsibilities of the holiday season?, what to buy for everyone, what to cook, unwanted relatives showing up, Black Fridays, spending budgets, and all the stress and anxieties people associate with the holiday season. Something has indeed changed and the commercialization of the holiday season has taken away the most important aspect of what the holidays really stand for, GRATITUDE and APPRECIATION. Now, more than ever, we must always be focused on desirable outcomes, the Universal laws of attraction are the same, but things have changed in the last few years, we now must remain in our higher vibrations more often than ever before, as ascension and higher consciousness is occurring on earth, the manifesting game has changed somewhat, and so we must be more constantly aware of what we are thinking and feeling if we want to manifest our desires, and the more we can accomplish this the faster we'll manifest what we want. During the holiday season, there seems to be more anxiety and stress than ever before, I've dealt with this myself, but I've discovered a working formula that helps me cope, GRATITUDE, [a good wine helps too! LOL] but gratitude seems to go hand in hand with Thanksgiving and Christmas because it propels you into those higher, feel good vibrations, bringing you more to feel good about via reality creation. A lot of people do this, and they feel good about the abundance they already have DESPITE their circumstances, I think a good reason people get cranky around the holidays is because they are focused on the ''not having'' and so they block all the abundance from coming to them by not appreciating what they already have! Holidays are not about getting, they're about giving, giving gratitude, for who and what you already have in the present, not the presents themselves. Gratitude is awareness on a much higher level, it sets you up for abundance, it seemed as a child I always got what I wanted on Christmas, but nowadays instead of getting what I want, I'll focus on and appreciate what I already have, and the Universe delivers surprising results, and in some cases after Christmas has passed. 2014 is closing, through awareness and appreciation of what we already have now during this holiday season sets us up for abundance in 2015, a new year means new possibilities, [raising wine glass] to the victor!

Thursday, November 20, 2014

A powersurge

Good afternoon, a funny thing happened during a lucid dream I was having last night, I had this superior strength when I was using exercise equipment in a gym, so much so, that I was breaking the equipment due to using the full weight capacity and pushing around 100 reps in each set. I wrote a topic last week about our dreams and their messages regarding what we are thinking, feeling, and manifesting in our physical realities, and it wasn't long until I was able to get the message of what last night's dream was telling me. This morning I drove a friend to work, and there was more than the usual traffic despite that the friend is only minutes from work, I began to feel a little stressed, enter the contrast! After returning home it occurred to me that I really dislike morning commutes, even though I don't hold a job, I haven't been employed since March of 2011 thank the Universe [I don't need a job, I'm a deliberate creator, LOL] and looking back it made me realize how far I've really come with success and creating my chosen reality. I focused on the contrast a little more and then shifted it towards a wanted reality, but then something happened, another shift took place, I had made the conscious decision to reach even deeper within and pull more of my power outward, using it to it's full effect, by placing this higher level of power behind my intentions, and leveraging the contrast to my fullest benefit, thus attracting vibrational matches confirming my personal newfound power! Maybe it was time, I'm not sure, but it happened to me, and I believe it happens to all of us sooner or later when we practice reality creation, you just know when you've reached a whole new level of personal power, and the Universe confirms it. As your power grows so does your freedom, you are no longer bogged down by worry or fear, you have the highest level of trust in yourself and Universal intelligence, and it gets even better from there, you now have a direct connection to Source Energy, meaning that there are no problems, only solutions, all of your desires flow easily to you, and in the case of unwavering trust, they come in a way that's better than you ever could have imagined. This is where your true power lies, the power that knows no ''effort'' and everything is easy and inspired, you don't care how things unfold, because you're too busy enjoying the unfolding! As my own power grows so does my confidence, in myself and in Universal intelligence, I know beyond belief that I am and will always be taken care of, as well as those that are close to me, no matter what I'm guided and covered, as I have been for well over four years now. We are human magnets, we can attract ANYTHING we want, we hold the power to create worlds, as well as our own reality, and once we believe and know this with EVERY fiber of our inner being, the world is our oyster!

Wednesday, November 19, 2014


Good afternoon viewers, an honest question, do you know beyond belief that what you've asked for from the Universe is already yours?, is your ''knowing'' so strong that you no longer worry or focus upon your desire?, knowing that it's such a done deal that it's no longer a big deal to you? While belief is enough to manifest your intentions, how strong your belief really is will depend on how fast your desires will manifest, with belief we'll tend to go back and forth a bit with our have/have not vibrations, allow me to illustrate here, as I went through this personally, when you focus or visualize your desires, after some time you'll begin to generate the feelings of already having them, and it can feel really good, even exciting as you become a vibrational match to your desires, all good right?, Now while this is all fine in reality creation practice, and in most cases much needed to reach the next level towards alignment, thinking and feeling good about your desires, even to the point of feeling excited, may not be enough to manifest them. But wait! isn't that the way reality creation works?, you're supposed to feel good right?, and excitement feels good, good enough to manifest right? When I first ''believed'' my desires would manifest I ''believed'' it more on an intellectual level, I believed they ''would'' manifest, but I still noticed my desires hadn't manifested ''yet'' and so I was still noticing the absence of them, even though I was sure that I believed they would manifest, no matter how great it felt. So we are left with a huge paradox, and what I'm about to say may disappoint a few practicing reality creators and I apologize here, as I've touched on this topic many posts ago, that when you've reached the neutral point when it comes to your desires, the Universe MUST bring them to you. I am coming from experience here, as I thought feeling good about my own desires was believing they would manifest, but I knew there was more to it because I wasn't feeling it at the very core of my being, so I made a conscious decision, to KNOW that my desires were already created during the asking step over four years ago, and that it was time to move on and put them behind me, not long after this, the Universe mirrored back to me my final confirmation, and I fell into that place of KNOWING, knowing beyond all doubt that it was all already done. Something changed in my vibration after this, a shift occurred, and all those desires I wanted SO bad didn't feel very important to me anymore, and why would they?, since I already had them, there was no reason to even think about them let alone worry about them, this is KNOWING! You see, when something is already done, naturally, you could care less about it, because it's already past tense, so why need something you already have! The Universe ALWAYS delivers, but we constantly get in our own way with the why's, when's, and how's something will manifest, but our job was already done when we asked and the creation process was completed when we decided we wanted what we wanted. You will laugh at how easy this all really is when you look back upon it, because it WILL take time and practice to reach that level of ''beyond belief'' that attracts everything you want to you like a magnet, oh, and one more thing, perseverance wins the game here as well. I have discovered that while belief is paramount to success with reality creation, it is only a step in the right direction, knowing is detachment, going with the flow, carefree, neutral, relief, and forgetting about the desire altogether because it's already happened, it is our job only to reach this level of knowing by any means necessary and that all depends on what type of limiting beliefs we hold within ourselves. Yes, it is a paradox indeed, that in order to receive your desires you must let go of your attachments to them, but I'll say it once more, when your desire feels like it's no big deal to you anymore, you hold NO resistance towards it, so it has to manifest, this is how reality creation works, it's already done!

Saturday, November 15, 2014

Dreaming reality?

As we shift more into being deliberate with our thinking in our waking life, meaning that we have more control over our thoughts and feelings, our reality will reflect back to us what we are dominantly focusing on, as well as our dreams. Good morning to you all, have you ever wondered about your dreams?, are they strange?, are they fearful?, do they contain symbols or hidden messages? Since I've become a deliberate creator, my own dreams have become very vivid and lucid, meaning I'm consciously aware while I'm dreaming and controlling the dream, as if it were ''real'' and what's really interesting is I'm able to act upon things and make decisions in my dreams, and some of my dreams are related to the intentions I'm manifesting. With this all said, what are our dreams really telling us?, because I believe that dreams are a vital piece of the puzzle when it comes to creating the lives we want. In our waking lives we are having thousands upon thousands of thoughts a day, and following these thoughts are emotions, so when we go to sleep, these thoughts are still running on auto pilot, and this I believe has an effect on what we're dreaming about, for example, fearful thoughts, worrying about the future, stressful thinking, if these thoughts are your dominant thoughts, the dreams you have will reflect that, as well as your waking physical reality. If your thinking is more deliberate, meaning you've gained control over your thoughts, being that they are more positive and optimistic, your dreams and your waking life will reflect that as well. When you begin to have more control over your thoughts and emotions, you'll begin to have more control over your dreams, and even better, you'll begin to understand what they are trying to tell you. If you are having a recurring dream about a certain issue that's bothering or troubling you, it could be telling you to gain more control over your thinking in your waking life, or else the outcome could manifest in your reality. One big mistake some people make is thinking that when they have a really bad dream, they think that it's foretelling their future, so they'll expect the worst thing to happen because the bad dream was so ''real'' that it MUST mean something, so they live their waking life in constant fear of their OWN future, manifesting outcomes that create more and more things to fear, including the people and the circumstances. When I have a dream about something I don't want, it feels very real and emotional, and it carries into my waking life and troubles me, but I know it's a strong indication that there's an area in my waking life that needs to be resolved, cleared up, so that it doesn't manifest in my physical reality in the near future. We have this built in safety mechanism, while we're sleeping our subconscious is processing all of our thoughts and feelings we've had on that given day, and putting everything together to manifest in our reality for the next day, and so forth, until we shift our thoughts and emotions towards the more positive, and yet we wonder why unwanted things keep happening to us, or we question why we're always having these awful dreams, but look no further than your own dominant thoughts. This safety mechanism I mentioned above is how we are able to change course by understanding what our dreams are telling us, there are messages here, that is why some practicing deliberate creators have a dream journal to record and understand their dreams, and eventually control the outcomes OF them. What you are thinking and feeling dominantly is reflected back to you in your waking reality, that's the Law of Resonance at work, but this is also true during your sleep, but in a more symbolic nature, this is when your inner being is communicating to you, telling you the areas in your waking life that you need to improve, what you are manifesting, or signaling that you're heading in a bad direction, a warning of sorts, reminding you to re-direct your thinking and feelings towards the more positive. I am no expert on dream symbols or dream interpretation, and I don't feel I need to be, I am learning this all from my own personal experience, and there are no answers ''outside'' of myself, nobody else can tell me what my dreams mean, it is up to me to decide, no psychic or crystal ball or dream interpreter can answer my questions, this is my journey, so I must understand what my own dreams are telling me and live the life of my choosing, with the help of my dreams. There will be further discussion on this topic as I learn more, stay viewed!

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Full circle

Good morning to all of you and thank you for popping in for a view, it's back to the drawing board, well, sort of, I've been practicing reality creation for well over four years now and have had many successes, but there have also been lessons, and as of a few days ago one of the hardest I've experienced, since I began practicing reality creation four plus years ago. A few months ago an opportunity fell into my lap, and it was actually something I'd been wanting to do for quite some time, so I took action and became excited about the opportunity and jumped in head first [from my ego I presume] and ran with it, it was going really well and it looked like it would lead to bigger and better things. Well into the first month I was well received and I was giving myself praise for the efforts I'd put into helping others, and the experience felt really positive so I was walking on clouds for days. Then just three days ago the whole thing backfired, and I had to withdraw from the project completely, it was gut-wrenching to let it go, but I knew that there was no other way, a very painful lesson that I'm still reeling from. So what did I do wrong? well, the picture is becoming much clearer now, and I'm realizing that my approach was from the wrong mindset, I let my ego take control, and over compensated trying to control the outcome, and deep down I knew this, but on an intellectual level I told myself ''yeah, I've got this'' and the overconfidence took over. Out of 5,000 members it only took one, to put me in my place and set me straight, and even though I am still displeased with this member, I may be thanking him in the end. Digging a little deeper I've discovered I wasn't ready for this opportunity, and even though it felt so good and so right, I was too cocky and over confident in my approach, and those are big no no's when an opportunity falls into your lap. As painful as this was, I've no choice but to get back on my horse and keep riding, and even though I've ALLOWED many good things to happen in my life using reality creation, including this opportunity, I still tried to control the outcome, almost without even being aware of it. When we launch desires through contrast, big or small, they are created in the field of the potential, meaning that the wheels are in motion for them to come into the physical[manifestation]and in between there are mini-manifestations, we always create from contrast, by being aware of what we don't want, and focusing on what we want instead. With this opportunity I was sending mixed signals, and although it felt great, there were small concerns in between that eventually manifested into unwanted circumstances, and from there it blew up and I had to bail out. Now I've taken a big step back, re-assessing and re-calculating my next move, and what I've discovered is that there is no next move, no, instead I've decided to let go of the wheel, I really had thought that I'd learned to let go of control, but only intellectually I'm afraid, and once this opportunity came, it took failure to learn this hard lesson. Failure is a part of growth, without failure we cannot succeed, but we also must keep going, because perseverance wins in this game of life. It almost seems like I'm right back where I started, but it only ''seems'' that way, but giving up for me is not an option, pressing on! Until again.

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

The freedom flow

Good morning viewers and well being, holiday season is upon us and we all know how crazy things can get, It's been challenging to stay in the flow, even as I'm able to maintain alignment to source something deep inside me still wants to be in control, still fighting the current ever so slightly. When we're asked what freedom means to us what usually comes to mind is freedom from debt, a long overdue vacation, or something as simple as a night out. These are very challenging times to be a deliberate creator, a majority of the population as well as the system itself is still stuck in this backwards thinking mindset, and consciousness as a whole still hasn't embraced the brave new world that's unfolding before our very eyes. For myself, there seems to be a collision course with my wanted reality and the world view every time I go outside, and even though I don't hold down a regular job, I'm finding more and more that I'm no longer wanting to play a part in all of this. Now I wouldn't go as far to say stock the food and hunker down, I'm still very outgoing and enjoy other people's company, but I'm becoming less and less interested in things that the average person has interest in, these things have no value to me anymore, for example, television, I can hardly watch it any more, politics, leaves a horrible taste in my mouth, news and media and talk radio, useless!, and finally, working for other people. All these subjects have had an effect on my flow in some way, shape, or form, so I'm avoiding them altogether and leaving them out of my life. None of these things are compatible with being in the natural flow, only the things I like and that make me feel good add to the flow, this is where true freedom exists, because there's a whole world out there that's convincing us that freedom is entirely different than what it should be, but the truth is the outside world can never give us the kind of freedom we want, that freedom is already within us. Our higher selves know this, and are constantly trying to wake us up to this higher truth, yet we go about our daily lives in survival mode, constantly worrying about a future that hasn't even happened yet. The more we learn about the natural flow, the more we'll lose interest in the things that disrupt it, and most of those things are outside of us, what we watch and see and hear, only the things that feel good matter, everything else moves out of our lives should we allow them to, more to come.

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Final clean

Good morning viewers,[sigh of relief] fall is here and things are beginning to cool down here in Southern California after a long hot grueling and humid summer. As most of this past summer was spent working on my alignment I can finally say [with another sigh of relief] that this stage of deliberate manifestation is over, but what now? It's time to clear up any residual resistance that's left in my vibration, the alignment process is over now and I've moved past wanting anymore desires, I've already created everything I want, so what's more important than anything else is moving into the stream of the flow, I've dealt with SO much resistance during the allowing process that the only thing that matters now is being IN the flow. Resistance is a bad habit I've decided to kick like a smoker who quits smoking, it just doesn't work for me anymore and life is a hell of a lot easier because of it. To me this is a natural part of the process, eventually we just decide that NOTHING is more important than our happiness and well-being, so we toss the oars and head downstream, and what happens after that is astounding! we allow all that stuff we were aligning to into our experience, and at this point we don't care when it shows up because we're too busy being in the flow, and we'll hardly notice them showing up until after they've shown up! If anyone reading this post has been working diligently aligning to manifest your desire, and nothing has happened, despite the fact that you KNOW you're aligned, it just means that your alignment work is done and it's time to ''release'' any resistance that's left regarding your desire, some call this releasing the desire, but that automatically happens when you release your resistance to it, it feels like ''no big deal'' any more. Now you can receive what you want, and as long as you stay in your flow and harbor no resistance, it has no choice but to seek you, and manifest in the perfect timing! That's it for now, in the coming posts I will discuss more on the topic of moving into and staying in the flow and the benefits reaped. Until again

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

When you're on track

Hello friends of reality creation!, I wanted to do something different on this post, I've covered the subject of keeping score on our progress a few posts back, and how we will try to get a sneak peak from the Universe to validate our desires coming, by becoming impatient and/or attached to the outcome. When we are looking for proof, we are attracting more proof to look for, and then we begin to think everything we see is a sign from the Universe, and then confusion sets in, attracting more to be confused about. When we're not looking for validation constantly, the Universe will make sure we get the message when we're not looking for it, even surprising us with amazing signs and synchronicities, showing us that the desire is being taken care of. It's funny how we begin to lose faith and then poof!, something related to our desire is shown to us, a sign that it's coming, and then we breathe a sigh of relief until we lose faith again a week later, looking for more evidence. While this scatters our energy and even slows the manifestation there is a way around this obstacle, we can, once and for all, know we're on track simply by how we feel, and while seeing signs of our desires gets us excited, we'll tend to keep looking for them and there is a degree of attachment here. As they WILL show up and sometimes in clusters, we should just see them with a calm and relaxed feeling and say to ourselves ''yes, that's mine, and it's coming'' because that's the point here, to remind you that your intention WILL manifest! Even though vibrational matches can pop up here and there related to your desires, the real way to tell if you're on track is by how you are feeling when you see them, if you're longing for them you're feeling the absence of them, even though the evidence is right in front of you, but if you're feeling relaxed and confident when you see them, you're right on track!, they're coming and you need not worry.

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

Make the feeling the manifestation

Hello everyone, and thank you for visiting this blog site, I wish success upon you all on your manifesting journey! Wow, there has been a huge transition period for me these past few weeks, and even though these past four and a half years has seemed to be somewhat of a backwards approach on reality creation, it's taught me valuable lessons, fine tuned my alignment, and has put all my attachments behind regarding the things I've intended. Although what I'm about to write may seem somewhat a paradox, you may be asking this question, [''if I make the feeling of what I want the manifestation, is that all I will get, the feeling and not the actual manifestation?''] and a legit question this is, after we have ''lived'' our desires, through visualizations, affirmations, and those joyous feelings of already having them, which is essential to this practice, we tend to keep doing these things until the desired result is realized, but in this way we may become attached to the outcome. When doing all the vibration/ energy work we could expect a certain outcome, we may grow impatient, we feel that the more we do, the faster it comes, and because of this, we may expect it to come about a certain way. As painful as it may seem, sooner or later we must ''release'' our desires, we can get too caught up and trying much too hard by thinking that we've got to keep putting more and more energy into our desires to manifest them, or they won't show up, we've already felt the excitement, the elation, the anticipation, we've become a vibrational match countless times! As I've written a few posts back, when you think and feel as if your desire is of no big deal to you anymore, you're there, you are allowing it into your physical reality. When a desire feels normal to you, you no longer have any resistance to it, it feels no different to you than having your daily cup of coffee, and that is what usually happens when you release a desire, on the other hand if you're still focused on the lack of it, or worried about how it will manifest, you've still got some limiting beliefs to uncover and release. When we make the feeling the manifestation of what we want, we detach from the outcome, then the physical manifestation follows, I have learned that the creation process should be more fun than the manifestation itself, and I'm beginning to understand this. I will write more on this topic in future posts, until again!

Tuesday, September 30, 2014


Good morning, and welcome to yet another informative post, I've had a very restless night and sleeping was minimal at best, another shift in my awareness had occurred while I attempted to sleep, it was mind blowing the things that were surfacing in my consciousness, a storm of ideas were coming out and all related to inspired actions, I felt confident, intelligent, unstoppable, what was happening here?, I tried to contain the excitement and knowing that it was now official, I've made it, I am now a conscious creator. With this new realization everything I've been doing and practicing no longer felt the same as to where I'd just landed, all those desires and wants seemed to fade in the back ground and didn't seem to concern me, what mattered now was the present, the flow, and the inspirations that came with alignment. After reaching this stage of the law of attraction there becomes a question of ''now what?'' and as I'm still adjusting to this shift it seems apparent that there are no limits now, nothing is impossible and this can be felt deep in my being like never before, since I began this practice. I believe sooner or later we ''all'' will reach this level of belief as long as we're persistent and we persevere in our practice of the Universal laws, I've never wanted anything more in my life than to master these laws, and leverage them towards living life the way I choose. At first glance over four years ago I went big on launching my intentions, but of course there were limiting beliefs that had to be changed, now that this has been rectified those big intentions can manifest in the physical, only these days, instead of getting too excited, it's more of a next logical thing to occur, only because they have been ''felt'' and experienced at a vibrational level, so that part is done. When this level is reached it becomes apparent that the much ''bigger'' picture must come into focus, and as an anything is possible mindset is reached it's much easier now to go big and detach immediately, with success in the practices of letting go of detachments and allowing, desire itself no longer becomes important, because at this level you realize that you can have whatever you want, and because of this inner knowing you don't NEED anything, and it's just as if you have everything you want, this is the energy you are sending out into the Universe, and getting back! What I'm learning is that there is a difference between practicing law of attraction and being a conscious creator, but as mentioned above I'm still adjusting to this shift. More updates on this subject to come

Saturday, September 27, 2014


Are you making the most out of your moment?, are you being in the present?, good morning friends, Ascending towards higher consciousness has it's ''side effects'' and when we make that shift we seem to lose interest in the common mundane existence of life. For this writer, everything thought of as known before, was no longer aligned with the waking up that was occurring, put simply, I was losing interest in certain things I used to do and believe, that everyone else was doing. At one point many months ago this was creating a ''spiritual chaos'' within me, there was confusion followed by anxiety, losing interest in everything around me [with the exception of a few things] I began to isolate myself as much as possible from the outside mundane existence, to sort it all out. Things have smoothed out considerably these days, I can safely say I'm more happier and content as ever regardless of ''outside'' circumstances, and I'm seeing things more through the eyes of source energy rather than my own limited physical perspective. Through constant alignment our own world view undergoes a great shift of perception, we view everything from our inner being/higher selves, everything we thought we knew is seen in a whole new light, we discover we are more unlimited, rather than limited, and this is the game changer in the game of life, we are no longer caught up in the game of life, we are simply an observer of it. Right now at this time I'm finding it easier to just be present and do only those things that inspire me, life seems to be handling itself nicely, I don't push hard of move against the current, if there is something I don't want to do, I simply WILL not buck the current and do it, I've let go on every front, conventional ways of thinking and doing no longer resonate with me, I have no interest whatsoever to follow the herd of the mundane existence. I've had to go through a lot of mud to reach dry land, but it has been MORE than worth it, never have I felt more abundant, safe, and secure in my life, and allowing the good stuff in by being in constant alignment. At first, yes it can hurt, but as breakthroughs are accomplished life gets a heck of a lot easier and better, and for me it started with the desire for more ''things'' and ended up with me waking up to a whole new level of consciousness, realizing the limitless potentials and still getting all those ''things'' in the process. I believe the desire for change for the better gets the ball rolling, it starts with physical things but somewhere along the way it becomes obviously, something more than that, a learning process. To me, it is better to become an observer of life rather to be caught up in all the mundane existence and drama of it all, when all of the too familiar no longer matters, we have the golden key to the kingdom of life, we think outside of the box, we are innovators not followers, the world conforms to us, not us to it. More to come

Thursday, September 25, 2014

Like an onion

Good morning, much appreciation to all of you popping in for a view, I've made SO much progress in my practice of deliberate creation, and naturally I wish to share my successes hoping it helps others by implementing them into their own practices. As of now I'm just being in the flow and fine tuning my vibration on a day to day basis, there really is no need for visualization or any creation techniques to practice, it's all already created in the potential so getting happy just for the sake of it is working just fine. We are always moving towards the things we want, ALWAYS!, but sometimes it may not seem so, this is because at some point during our thinking about what we DO want, in between we still tend to focus on what we DON'T want, this slows our momentum towards our desires manifesting. The closer you get to the fulfillment of a desire, the more deep hidden limiting beliefs will surface, there will be near-manifestations that will seem to miss the mark, you can feel it close to heart, you know deep in your being it's about to manifest, then it falls short, why does this happen? Experiencing this first hand myself, it's actually a good thing, it means the closer you are, the more the deeper hidden beliefs will surface, you could call it a final clean sweeping of the remaining dirt left to get what you want. I used to blame myself when those negative beliefs would pop up, I'd beat myself up thinking I was doing something wrong, not the slightest of truth though, like I mentioned above, we are ALWAYS moving towards what we want, either fast or slow is entirely up to us, we must recognize and ''clean up'' our negative beliefs, and as we are on the receiving end of our desires we'll learn to tweak and fine tune our vibration while changing those beliefs. Think of it like an onion, the onion has many layers, you can peel away those layers and the onion gets smaller, it works the same way with our limited beliefs we acquired over the course of our lifetime, we have to rid ourselves of them, but under the first layer could be more deep seated beliefs that don't resonate with our desires, so naturally they surface to be acknowledged and released, and so on until there is no onion left. The closer you get to what you want the more these deeper seated limiting beliefs will surface, there is no other way around this, to be open to receive what you want you've got to clean some serious house, to remove the old to make way for the new! A question comes to mind of course, on how to get rid of all these non-serving beliefs, there are SO many techniques, and I've tried many myself and some have worked to an extent, but now I have my own methods that work and other peoples may be different, it just depends on the nature of your beliefs. When the deepest limiting beliefs surface I just let them visit, I experience the emotions and recognize them, it doesn't feel good but I accept them without judgment, and I forgive myself for having them, then I'll transcend them, this way they dissolve on their own, I'll own my feelings, fighting them or the denial of them will only result in repeated visits, until complete release is achieved. You will know when you have released ALL of your limiting beliefs by how you are feeling, and if you are feeling consistently good without focusing on, or caring about your un-manifested desires, and feeling good IS your main priority above everything else, get ready to receive those things you want! On the other hand, if you are focusing on the absence of your desire, or wondering HOW it will possibly manifest, or just feeling unworthy of the things you want, you have some limited beliefs to work on. Since I've dissolved so many limited beliefs in the past few years, it has gotten easier lately, just getting happy helps immensely, sure they surface from time to time, but they go almost just as fast. My job now has been to just feel good, tweaking my vibration as needed to allow the things I want in the form of ''the next logical step'' no big deal now, just being happy is my biggest priority now, the stuff I want results in this anyway, it's just a by-product of the happiness I already have within, so getting the stuff is no big deal, I'm already experiencing it in my vibration, despite it being in my physical reality, so now it can manifest in perfect timing. Getting rid of limiting beliefs can take some time, it's not the same with everybody, it will take commitment, persistence, and above all perseverance, like a toddler learns to walk, falling over and over until one day, he/she takes that first step, so will this be, to be successful in self mastery!

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

What's the score?

When I began doing vibrational work consistently a few years ago, practicing and getting into the feeling of already having the wish fulfilled, vibrational matches were a daily regular, they popped up everywhere!, stoking my fires of desire and validating where my thoughts were dominantly, which were the very things I wanted to manifest. Television, billboards, license plates, the radio, signs, signs, everywhere signs! As this went on for countless months it was getting frustrating, all these signs and no manifestation, what's up man?, of course it was time to detach and let go, which I practiced diligently and still mind you, seeing the signs of manifestation. What happened next was I began to see number sequences, which I posted some time ago, about how our celestial guides can assist us towards reaching our goals by showing these number sequences to us to indicate where we are in regard to alignment and where we need to be at a vibrational standpoint, I still witness these number sequences daily, and I'm doing well on their interpretations. We seem to get so jazzed about these signs when they begin popping up and on some days the Universe just lays them on thick, showing many things related to our intentions and we can't help but get excited, on the other hand some days there seems to be no movement so we begin to wonder what's happening and what we're doing wrong, and thus begins the disappointment and worry mixed with doubt. This was me some time ago, I got to the point that when I didn't see many signs on a given day, I'd think I was doing something wrong, I'd begin to take score on my progress, big mistake! Getting too many signs can spoil a conscious creator, and there comes a time when we just have to stop looking for them, like everything else law of attraction, we have to detach and let go, keeping score will only slow down the very thing we desire, besides, when we're NOT looking for signs, the Universe will STILL keep us posted no matter what, we'll know what we need to know when the time is right. It's so easy to micro manage our progress by constantly looking for signs to validate it, but there's a fine line here, if we look too often we'll begin to think everything is a sign, confusion sets in, a wrench is thrown into our perfect alignment machine, and we question the whole process, manifestation delayed! I don't make too big a fuss about signs anymore, I just notice and say thank you for popping in to remind me that this thing I want is already mine! I understand the excitement when this begins to happen and it's natural, but after some time it really becomes no big deal, how long it lasts depends on when we let go, if we keep getting excited about the signs it means there's still a vibrational gap, and we'll tend to keep score when they fall short, which can slow the manifestation. Trust is key here, I only see signs occasionally now, not looking for them, they'll still pop up to let me know I'm on track, that's really all they mean to me, they could mean different things for another person, and it's up to us how we choose to interpret them. It is important not to take score on our progress, we have to trust the process as well as the Universal intelligence, knowing that it knows the perfect time to gather the cooperative components to bring our intentions to reality, and in the meantime, we must let go of looking for things to validate our desires, they were created the moment we desired them, they're on the way!

Stay uncompromised

When we launch a desire or set huge goals we put the wheels in motion for positive change, of course some of us will start out with smaller goals or a series of steps to achievement, nevertheless, some form of change has to occur to move forward. Over four years ago I've launched, what would be considered by most, very huge goals, while most practicing deliberate creators believe you should begin with smaller goals and work up your belief system that way, I believe in ''going big'' right out of the gate, and although I've had to change my belief system around this way of thinking, I've remained steadfast no matter how long it takes. I am by definition a stubborn man, and if I've set my intents on something I want bad enough I'll get it, only this time I'm more of an allowing person, meaning that I'll do everything in my power to stay focused and aligned to my goals. I wrote some time ago about keeping your goals and desires close to your heart, and I wish to emphasize more on this, we really need to be careful of whom we tell our goals and desires to, because of this new success you are pursuing, those close to you may try to sway you, with good intentions mind you, they'll want to protect you from the failures and devastation they themselves have experienced, or the fear of you moving on and leaving them behind. Another issue could be your wanting success could cast a shadow on those close to you, making them aware of their own pitfalls, resulting in jealousy and resentment. Because others can't succeed it is only natural that they will tell you that you can't either, by even meaning well, they want to protect you because of their own experiences of trying and failing, that it's just not worth it, and that you should just settle for what you have and expect nothing more. This wanting of a better life through personal development can move people out of your life, and bring others in, what this means is that as you become more positive and empowered, advancing towards your dreams, the negative people you once associated with begin to move out of your life, or if you are fortunate, follow by your example. This can be painful for the most part, we care about certain people in our life and we want them in it no matter what they think and believe, but we also must remember that personal development comes at a price, a price of big changes, and not everybody is going to come along for the ride. This is where acceptance comes into play here, acceptance that you deserve what you want, acceptance that you may lose some of those close to you, acceptance that NOTHING is more important than staying on the path of your dreams no matter what obstacles. There is a silver lining here, new like minded people will move into your experience, and it's only natural, these ''new'' acquaintances will come into your life to aid and assist you in achieving your goals or in the very least give you moral support, and who knows, those left behind could come back into your life, seeing your own success they may finally decide that they want the same, they may ''wake up'' to this new empowered way of thinking, and hence, you leading by example! When we want change we need to stay laser focused, it's so easy to get side-tracked in this modern society, it's okay to share your goals with those who support you and have similar ways of thinking, but telling anyone and everyone from the rooftops will sap the energetic momentum you've worked so hard to gain. Whatever your goal is, believe in it, but mostly believe in yourself, don't let anyone or anything come in between, nothing is impossible, nothing!

Rich or wealthy?

Good morning, and well being. One of humanity's greatest desires is to have financial security, to live comfortably and have more than enough, and of course learning about the principles of the law of creation it only makes sense that attracting money is implemented into the practice. Since I began my own practice of L.O.A. four plus years ago wealth was the first thing that came to my own mind, but at that time I really hadn't known, let alone, had any clarity on the subject of having wealth. We really need to educate ourselves about money and what it means to us, to attract it into our experience, without clarity on the subject of having wealth, we're going to have a tough time attracting the right opportunities to bring it about. I have worked and gained much clarity about having wealth and what it means to me, and what I'm learning is this, there IS a difference between being wealthy versus being rich. First the latter, being rich is being just that, and without using too much judgment on this subject a lot of being rich is about the ego driven mind, highly materialistic, mansions, multiple cars, throwing and blowing cash money, showing off with lavish parties, impulse buying for the sake of ''just because'' and never being fulfilled regardless. Look no further with this example, an average person or group wins a 300 million lottery jackpot, only to lose it all five years later, a famous athlete or celebrity's rise and fall, a young talented rising star, overnight success, rich beyond their dreams, overwhelmed by this they fall into erratic behavior patterns, big spending habits, or even commit suicide, tax issues with musicians and actors due to lavish spending, I could go on. In some of these cases these people were not ready to handle their wealth, they ignored the fact that having mass amounts of money has consequences if not managed correctly. We believe winning a huge lottery jackpot will solve all of our problems, but we don't even consider the responsibility for having such a mass amount of money, this is the case of most lottery winners, who's lives were turned upside down because of this, they just weren't ready emotionally for this ''windfall'' so they just spend and spend it all away until it's gone. Since I've implemented the practice of the law of attraction into my life I've learned, and now understand, what having wealth means to me and it's simply this, having ''wealth'' is more than having money itself, it's about having a talent, a passion or gift, and using this gift for a greater cause, it's about investing wisely, giving and receiving, wealth is a constant flow, money goes out, money comes in, it's about expansion, improvement, evolving into something greater with a sense of purpose, investing in self as well as others, wealth builds, rich dwindles. When we discover that law of attraction can be used to bring us wealth we have to consider and be very clear ''why'' we want to be wealthy, we must educate ourselves not only in mind, but in spirit as well when it comes to being wealthy, then we'll begin to understand that wealth isn't just about having lots of money, it's more about a state of being. While there are wealthy people doing some amazing things in this world, [I won't name any] most of today's society are abusing their gifts and talent, utilizing wealth for greed, power, and personal gain, others splurge it away on meaningless material items, on a quest to fill a void that results in a never ending cycle of want, even with more than enough, they can never be happy. I believe anyone can manifest more money into their lives, we are all born abundant, it is our birthright, but at the same time, should we decide we deserve more, we must gain clarity and take responsibility before manifesting more than enough money, the Universe delivers yes, it's up to us how we use it, be careful what you wish for, especially money, greater good or greater greed?, we decide. Until next time

Monday, September 22, 2014


Happy Monday fellow co-creators! I've written many posts on the importance of feeling good to manifest our goals and desires but I want to take this feeling good stuff to a whole new level. First let me ask a question, when you think of having, say, a million dollars to handle your debts and still have some extra cash to spend freely, how's that feel, natural or anxious?, if the feeling is natural, you are coming from the vibration of positive expectation and allowing the related circumstances to unfold, if you feel anxiety when thinking about having a million dollars, there are limiting beliefs to uncover and change. I've been doing this L.O.A. stuff for over four years now, and that's not very long by most L.O.A. standards, but it's been long enough for me to know, DEEP in my being, that being happy comes before everything!, even the things I desire, you see, I only want what I want just for this very reason, and the reason is, that when I get it I'll be happy! But wait, WHEN I get it?, why not just be happy now?, why wait for my stuff to arrive to be happy?, doing this sends the vibration of not having it yet anyway, so how can I take inspired actions when I'm waiting for my stuff to show up? Our limited minds just can't wrap themselves around this ONE simple concept, that everything we want would be drawn towards us if we SIMPLY would just get happy! how?, by doing ONLY those things that inspire us and feel good, yet we complicate this because we are raised and conditioned to believe it requires hard work and struggle to achieve what we want, that's total BS! How is it that people who are ''rich'' can still be unhappy, yet those who are ''wealthy'' are very happy?, and yes, there is a difference between rich and wealthy people, but that's for a different post! Trying to force anything to happen isn't going to bring it any faster with law of attraction, we cannot fake being happy, the universal laws cannot be manipulated, if a person believes that faking happiness will get them what they want even faster, there will be certain disappointment, it has to come from deep within, a genuine state of bliss that doesn't care if it get's what it wants or not. The ultimate trick to mastering law of attraction and life itself is to be happy NOW, regardless of outside circumstances, and yes, easier said than done, but there IS no other way around this. When I start to slide a little, and I still do, I'll remind myself that nothing, NOTHING, is more important than me being happy right now, not later. My desires are on the backburner, I'm past that, however, they WILL manifest in their own time, but that's of no concern to me, the flow of life handles the timing of manifestation, my job and ONLY job is to do the things that inspire me and make me happy, that's it man! It took a long time to understand this at the core of my being, but it really is that simple, everything good is flowing into my life and I have been out of work for over three years, and I have no residual income, yet all my needs are met and then some, this is the honest and sincere truth I write here, and because I put being happy and content above all else, everything else just shows up in my physical experience in good timing, even more often now in the form of downright miracles! The inspiration for this post is to send the message that we all make life much more complicated than it has to be, we believe we must endure trials and self punishment to achieve greatness, we live in a ''have to do'' world, rather than a ''want to do'' world, we believe for any given reason we don't deserve the things we really want and why?, because somewhere at sometime we were told we couldn't have them and so we believed it. In closing, I want to drive home this simple message, the Universe already knows what we want, when we desired it, it was already created, it already exists in the potential, our job now is to BELIEVE that it's already ours, this is where we must do the work to get to the FEELING and KNOWING of the desire already achieved, by working to eliminate old beliefs and replace them with new beliefs, once this is accomplished, we ALLOW the manifestation to come in perfect timing, by doing ONLY the things that bring us happiness, that's it, REALLY!

Saturday, September 20, 2014

Physical reality/vibrational reality

Good Saturday morning viewers, finally cooling down here in Southern California and I can actually function now without being crazy from the heat! I'll just come out and say it, I dislike summer immensely these days, I'm more of a cooler climate type but enough of this, my subject now! Our perceptions do create our realities, since everything is neutral, including circumstances we encounter, it is us that determines whether they are good or bad. We are stuck in current realities we do not choose because of our perception of what is, we only see and believe what we can be experiencing in the current physical reality because that is what we're experiencing and vibrating, and constantly attracting, that recurring reality. In some cases most humans settle for their current reality, believing that things will always stay the same, but looking deeper into themselves they long for better circumstances but fear change and the ''out of the comfort zone'' that results from leaping out of the bird's nest. Perception plays a major roll in how our lives play out and if we want better circumstances we MUST change our perceptions on everything, remember the glass half empty glass half full lesson? I learned that I had to tip the scales, for myself I had to ignore my current ''unwanted'' reality and focus more on my new ''wanted'' reality. Is it really that simple?, not at first, it requires practice and discipline like no other to tip the scales in our favor, and what a challenge it can be but life is a game, so the more fun we have with this, the easier it will be, we cannot take this too serious friends. One might say ''ignore my current physical reality?. yeah right'' and then they begin to describe everything that is happening from their own perception in their current reality and guess what?, re-creating their current reality using those very perceptions backed by their beliefs, affirming ''what is and what will always be'' This was me before I realized change could not happen until I changed my beliefs and shifted my perceptions, I discovered that I wanted to see the positive in everything, and if something happens in my experience unwanted, it's merely a challenge to get past and continue forward. Physical reality is what we see, hear, smell and taste, yes true, but our perception shapes our reality because we are creators, all of us, no exceptions, even if you are living in the most dire circumstances you have creating them through your perceptions and beliefs, tough to swallow but look at it this way, [changing your perception,] why would you continue to create the unwanted when you can create the wanted, simply by changing your perception on everything that's happening to you? Now you may be asking ''okay, how do I fix what's broken here?'' a good start would be creative visualization, seeing and feeling the end result of the desired outcome, this will begin the shift of a better more empowered belief system resulting in a change of perception but be patient and try to have fun with it. Another is ''acting as if'' the desired outcome has already occurred, this requires some effort and discipline at first, this is where changing your perception is critical to success, ignoring what is happening in your ''unchosen'' reality as much as possible, and living the new chosen reality through the vibration/feeling of already having it, so it can manifest into your physical reality in perfect timing. When your chosen reality is by default, locked into your subconscious, prepare for big changes and positive manifestations, this is the point where conscious creation becomes easier, like second nature. And finally, meditation, there really is no better way than this method and even though I don't practice meditation myself, this is the fastest way to achieve results that are life changing, and by far the quickest to re-program the subconscious mind, and had I chosen this method myself things would've probably changed a lot faster for me. I am once again manifesting by default only this time good things instead of bad things, as was the case in my past, now things flow towards me much easier without much effort and continue to improve with astounding results. Since I learned about law of attraction over four years ago it has been top priority for me to master conscious creation, to live life on my terms, to have anything of my choosing through little to no effort, and not only is it working it has also changed my whole outlook on life, yes, this stuff is for real! more to come

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

What you want, wants you!

A paradox this can be, good morning viewers, for sometime I struggled with the concepts of detachment and letting go, but I swear by this that the above title is indeed true, as I'm continuing to experience it in my physical reality. Think of this for a moment, when we believe that having something we want will ''complete'' us, we've got this deliberate creation thing backwards, coming from this mindset is need, and the need for something will be a constant struggle to achieve it. What we want is seeking us, but wait, isn't wanting it also blocking it from us?, ah, that paradox again! So what's the difference between want and need?, check your emotions, of course we want what we want, and that's a good thing, we can ''feel'' just how good it feels when we think of already having the thing we want, without worrying about ''how and when'' it manifests into our physical realm, we come from a place of trust and unwavering faith that what we want has already been created, which it has! You see, that thing you want isn't complete without YOU, not the other way around as I mentioned above, the ''need'' for anything will create a gap between you and that very thing, or at best you will struggle and work VERY hard to achieve it. It's funny as I go about my day not even thinking about what I want, matches just pop up everywhere, what I mean is the signs of the coming manifestation of my desires, seeking ME, literally! I no longer focus on the absence of them and my physical reality reflects that, telling me that these things are now moving towards me, attraction 101! When we move past the ''need'' for something, and focus more on the already ''having'' of it, our Universe has no other choice but to manifest it into our physical reality, now how long this takes I cannot say, there may be steps required to realize your dream, but this is where your trust comes into play, knowing that no matter what, it will occur in the perfect timing. People work long and hard in their lifetimes to achieve just the basic comforts for retirement, and even now, they're struggling to pay rent, buy food, and get the necessary medicine, and it's awful I know, but this message is to all who visit this post, life isn't meant to be a struggle, we need to unlearn everything we thought we knew, and become who we really are, creators of our reality, to fulfill our purpose which is to be the deliberate creators we were incarnated on this earth to be, and that includes having our greatest desires! Once the belief is ingrained that what we seek is also seeking us, the evidence appears as driftwood appears on a beach, manifestations flow towards us without impediment, it's complete and total detachment. Own your reality!

Monday, September 8, 2014

The calm before the....

Good Monday morning, I thought I'd touch on an update of my progress, plus maybe give some insight as well, to those of you wanting to master your manifesting skills. At this point things are relatively quiet for me on the creational front, I'm simply in my allowing state and it's SO freeing, I've almost ridden myself of all limiting beliefs and in the state of being happy regardless of the circumstances, gratitude has played a big part in this, as I keep myself ''downstream'' moving towards the things I want. In my experience I am finding that there is a calm period when we've reached a level of trust and are going with the flow of life, and after eliminating the blocks that prevent manifestation of my greatest intentions, it seems to me that there is a feeling of confidence that things are happening in the perfect timing, but at the same time I feel that they are at the door ready to be realized. This is truly allowing, relaxed, unattached, going with the flow, and having one hundred percent trust in source energy bringing things about, even better than imagined, which is the case when we fully trust and allow. I believe that when we reach this point of positive relaxed expectation, things may seem a little calm, like a ''all is well and working out'' feeling, then out of nowhere the manifestations pour in, either in one big swoop or a series of blended manifestations, it varies from individual to individual, it's a calm before the storm, in a really good way! I have to remind myself sometimes that the Universe is constantly aiding me in realizing my dreams, and the more I understand and accept this truth, the easier the manifesting process happens, and due to the level of trust I've developed, there is no more use for the rational mind, it's done regardless. Getting rid of limiting beliefs is a task in and of itself, a fight that leads to frustration after frustration, and not all can be eliminated, but as feeling good becomes dominant they seem to dissolve on their own and it becomes easier to let them in, feel them, then let them go, without resisting them. This really does get easier, remember that the Universe wants to give you what you want, more than you want it yourself, even better than expected most of the time, you just have to allow the resistance to dissolve as to allow the manifestations to happen, the key word here is ALLOW! Anything desired, big or small is allowed, not pushed or forced to be realized, that's coming from a place of resistance, the opposite of allowing. Get happy now, not until the manifestation happens, gratitude helps a lot because it's all about appreciating what you already have, and believe me I know, I've been unemployed for over three years now, yet I'm so grateful for my life, I have great health which is priceless, good family and friends, and The Universe has been there every step of the way since I've planted my seeds of intention, and has provided for me through the worries and trials of these past few years, and now I'm getting ready to reap my biggest harvest! This is my testimony, keep at it, SO many times I wanted to give up but I kept going, nothing's going to stop me from my dream life, and now I'm crossing the finishing line, winning from within. As beliefs change so does the ''outer'' world, but we must learn to believe in the unseen first, that's where it all begins, we must believe it first to see it, then it manifests into our reality, our imagination is our greatest gift! more to come

Thursday, September 4, 2014

You believe, you receive

So many times throughout a given day we affirm things to ourselves, an example, ''I'm always stuck in traffic, I can never get ahead, why does everybody treat me like crap?, I feel horrible, life is unfair'' and we say these things over and over, day after day, and the hard truth is that when we say these things to ourselves again and again we are forming and grounding new beliefs, that, in the long run, will only continue to manifest those very same outcomes into our physical reality. Looking back on my own past beliefs, I can see how I, and I only, was responsible for everything bad that was happening to me, I brought all of the bad things into my life by telling myself and others as well, over and over, how really bad my life was, forming the beliefs that validated my shortcomings, and brought back to me via the law of attraction. It's not so much the words, or the feelings we have, but through constant repetition these words and feelings become beliefs, and all together form a major attraction force, whether positive or negative! Changing beliefs takes time, old non serving ones out, new empowering ones in, and just as the negative beliefs manifested, the positive beliefs will too, but the scales must be tipped more towards the positive, then those positives being your new dominant beliefs. I've written many similar posts on this subject, but it's simply a reminder that we have to change the way we say things to ourselves and others, most of the time we say these things unaware, and habitually, and we wonder why these bad circumstances continue to plague us. Our subconscious mind is obedient, it only does what we constantly instruct it to do, good or bad, the important thing to keep in mind is that whatever you are putting into it repetitively, good or bad, becomes a belief, then it becoming your reality, it knows no difference what's real or what's not! Everything manifests from our subconscious, this is where our beliefs are held, reprogramming the subconscious mind is PARAMOUNT to success in deliberate creation and mastery of self, more to come.

Let it be [words of wisdom]

We can be such fearful creatures, mostly without realization, in the most subtle ways, through daily habits and thinking, only to act out in these very thinking patterns. At the entry way of my friends town home there resides a mature female Black Widow spider, she nests inside the condensation spout from the air conditioning unit, tending to her egg sacks and keeping guard over them, of course my friends are nervous about this, and want her killed. I then told them why?, she is of no threat to anyone, she is serving her purpose just as we are serving ours in this Universe, she is more afraid of us than we are of her, despite her fatal bite, why fear her? When we fear someone or something we are judging right out the gate, when the truth is there is no threat ''outside'' of us, we fear something that most likely won't happen because our minds are stuck in this future ''survival mode'' way of thinking, and since these fears are from past thoughts and conditioning, we push the repeat button every time reacting out of fear rather than curiosity and amazement. As the case with my new friend the Black Widow, I watch in amazement as she serves her own purpose, I even speak to her every day, my friends aren't afraid anymore either, they just let her be and she is of no threat to anyone. I have changed my thinking in a way that all living things, regardless of what they are, all serve a purpose, and we are ALL one with everything that exists on this earth, the words ''quick!, kill it!'' don't resonate with me, I've learned that fear is an illusion and nothing outside of ourselves is a threat, nothing or anyone is out to get us, overcoming fear is a necessary ingredient to succeed in reality creation. As long as we are thinking and feeling from a fear based reality we are living very dangerously, attracting more to be fearful about, until the worst case scenario manifests into our reality, we reap what we sow! If there is something or someone you are afraid of and you are constantly focused on it, or them, it would serve to remove the focus as soon as possible, avoiding the vicious cycle of unwanted circumstances. We draw to us what we are dominantly focused on, and if this focus is fear based, more will come to fear. At this time in my journey I'm shedding the skin of fear like a snake sheds his skin, I'm quickly conquering ALL my fears in ALL areas of my life, after all, my newest friend is a poisonous spider!

Not TOO excited!

Good day and well being, fall is approaching thank God, and soon Autumn fever will set in, looking forward to the best coming season, harvest! When applying the principles of law of attraction over four years ago, all this desire and attraction and manifesting got me excited, visualizing, affirming, alignment, firing my rockets of desire. While thinking that positive emotion with excitement would surely manifest my desires much quicker, it would only be creating a vibrational ''gap'' between me and realizing my desires, and as the excitement feels good, it still sends the energy of not yet ''having'' the wish fulfilled, and as harsh as this seems, I've learned this lesson personally. From my own trial and error experiences, I just don't get excited about my greatest desires anymore, not because I've given up on them, it's just that they're already created, my work is done, I just allow them now, they're mine already! I just focus on being happy, at this point that's all that is required. When thinking about what I want feels ''natural'' to me, [no big deal anymore], it manifests itself in perfect timing, that's the beauty of the allowing part. Maybe we all begin L.O.A. this way, getting caught up in the desire and manifest hoopla, the excitement of knowing we can focus, feel, and have our most heartfelt desires, but the truth is as long as we come from a place of excitement, we still don't have what we want from a vibrational standpoint, I'll illustrate this, are millionaires excited because they're already millionaires?, no, because they are well past that phase, maybe they WERE excited when they made their first million some time ago, but nowadays having a few million dollars more, a few years later, is no big deal, it just feels natural to them, or how about this?, you've just purchased your new dream car, driving off the lot you can't contain the excitement, wow!, you own this luxury dream car and you feel the rush of final ownership, but after some time, say a few months later, the rush has run it's course, and getting into and driving the luxury car is more natural to you, it's no big deal because you ''already'' have it! This is the place from which your vibration needs to be, to allow physical manifestation, as I've written in past posts, ''ACTING AS IF'' you've already experienced your desire, internally, emotionally, within! Why repeat this message again?, because this crucial part of allowing is very critical to our success of manifesting our desires, and we cannot ''force'' or manipulate this way of being, we must develop it through detachment and letting go, and it can be very painful along the way, but there are no shortcuts to self mastery. If you have, what you ''believe'' is a BIG desire, you will have to develop the ability to treat it as equal to having a daily cup of coffee, because of your ''perception'' of how big this desire is, it will surely come equipped with resistance and attachment, creating a vibrational gap. Dream houses, exotic cars, and millions of dollars are all perceived ''big'' to us, but they are nothing to Universal intelligence, a million dollars is just as easy to manifest as a penny, and in order for us to easily manifest these BIG things we need to develop the mindset as that of source energy, the ability to co-create effortlessly! Big or small doesn't matter to the Universe, it's all the same, we need to think and behave this way as well.

Friday, August 22, 2014


T.G.I. FRIDAY! As we practice the laws of attraction to work in our favor we begin to understand metaphysics and how they play into our thoughts and emotions, drawing to us everything we desire. I've written before about the spoken word and it's magnetic effect on how we draw things into our experience much faster, of course the words that we say to ourselves MUST be backed by belief and knowing, and as a bonus, while looking at ourselves in the mirror as regular as possible. A lot of people, when they first learn of the laws of attraction, begin focusing on physical changes, weight loss, changing appearance, as in taking back their youth, better skin, or like myself gaining lean muscle with a stable weight. I've been strength training since sixteen years old, and I've always been fit to some degree, but I used to spend hours training, my life was lifting weights, I lived and breathed iron, even though I had my bad habits back then, lifting weights always had their place regardless of what was happening in my life, if I was angry I'd hit them hard, sometimes three hours a session, If I was happy, which was rare back then, I'd let someone work out with me pushing myself even harder, I was known as a ''hog'' and my peers knew it, so I kept driving until they were calling me a monster. Now I'm fifty, and although I can't go three hours a session in the gym, I found an easier way with a lot less effort and brute force, first off I wish I'd discovered law of attraction and metaphysics over thirty years ago, I could have made this so much easier, I now use this law and work out much less and have amazing results! People struggle with their body issues when it comes to weight loss but I will say that anyone can use the Universal laws, and successfully I might say, to achieve the body they want, but like everything else, limiting beliefs must be identified and released. Some things we want to manifest may require little or no action, but when it comes to aging and perfect health we must take massive action, sure, we must visualize ourselves in the body we dream of but that's only half the work, we must be able first, to accept and appreciate the body we currently have, and then leverage the metaphysical laws by taking the actions necessary to achieve that perfect body. Looking in the mirror we tend to find our flaws, that extra weight, more wrinkles, we affirm to ourselves we are getting old and heading downhill, and law of attraction confirms it, and we get more of the same, believing that this is how it is! Being fifty feels like being twenty to me, I've found my fountain of youth, and it's me!, everyday I look into the mirror I compliment myself, I can see and feel the effects of anti-aging just by what I'm telling myself, and at fifty, I'm still having fun, having pints, playing loud music, and of course moving iron, the only difference these days is I use my mind and feel good emotions more than brute force, to be in the best shape of my life and if I can, at fifty, anyone can at sixty, seventy, or even eighty! Aging isn't the same as it used to be, we live in different times, more and more boomers are taking charge of their health, more active than ever, re-tapping into their youth. We can't rely on prescriptions and the big pharma industry to make us healthier, we need to take charge of our own health and well being! We have the power and capacity, we can create the perfect body just by imagining it so, then moving into
action to achieve it, we are born with it! Transform your thoughts and transform your body

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

Masters of life

Good Wednesday on this thunder stormy afternoon in southern California, I've been here since May and rain is a rare occasion as a drought is occurring, but I digress, on with the subject at hand! I am finding that as I've gained a lot of control over my thinking, my personal world is developing more and more in my favor, everything has smoothed out and I'm in a constant positive state, creating, by law of attraction, more circumstances to keep me in a smooth positive state. As this positive state is dominant, I have a great ''jumping point'' toward higher vibrations at my disposal, which means it's now much easier to go up on my emotional scale rather than down, with this increased momentum comes faster manifestations, and more control on how good I feel at any given time. This control I'm talking about isn't about HOW things play out, this is a detached form of control, more of allowing things to happen in their own natural way un-impeded by worry or anxiety. As I've written so many times before we only need to control our thinking by focusing ONLY on what we want, the law of attraction handles the rest, so it's obvious that wrong thinking powered by emotion works the same way, and law of attraction brings circumstances that match our negative thoughts. To have control over our emotions begins with control over what we think, we think several thousand thoughts a day so we're not going to keep up with every thought, and many of them we're not even aware of at all, but with practice, and dare I say, very,very much mental discipline, we can become the masters of our own thinking. Most humans in today's society run their lives on ''default'' being unaware of what they are thinking most of the time, being controlled by outer circumstances, they live under the ''victim of circumstance'' mentality that keeps them enslaved by the status quo, remaining ''stuck'' in their current realities. The masters of their thinking are the masters of their world, they are not controlled by outside circumstances, they have a deep inner knowing that they and they only, have power over their minds and emotions, creating a world they choose, not what the world chooses for them, the world is merely a reflection of their perceptions and beliefs, and what they choose it to be, which is being, doing, and having anything they want! This also applies to those that are constantly dwelling on their problems and unwanted circumstances, they create that very world that keeps them locked in those very problems along with their perception and belief that ''this is the way it is'' and being powerless to change it, but we all have the power to change it! We are the masters of our lives, we and ONLY we decide how we want things to be by what we are thinking and feeling, the Universe matches those very thoughts in the form of similar thoughts, circumstances, and outcomes, it does as it's designed to do, wanted or unwanted.

Monday, August 18, 2014


This article is a continuation from the earlier post I've written, so we meet again! How do we describe a personal victory?, is it a career we've always wanted?, finding a soul mate?, battling and beating an illness or disease?, or landing a massive financial windfall via lottery or inheritance? These could be considered victories no doubt, even FEELING like victories in their own right. What if our greatest victories went beyond all these things, what if we accomplished every day victories we weren't even aware of?, each day I wake up feeling good, victory!, each day I work out improving my health, victory!, whenever I make a stranger laugh or feel good, victory!, whenever a gorgeous girl smiles at me, victory!, as a matter of fact personal victories are an everyday thing when we are deliberate in our thoughts and actions. Everything leading up to our biggest victories is a series of smaller victories, once I let go and remained detached from outcomes that was a huge victory in itself, beating all odds and trusting in the unseen is a victory as well, a person who lives their life victoriously is the master of their world, their reality bends backwards for them!, every thought and action leads to personal victory! Choose to be the victor of your world and not the victim.

The broader perspective

Good morning, thank you all for viewing these posts, I truly hope you gain something from my own personal learning, while we eventually learn to become deliberate creators of our life experiences with intent to do so, we will develop our own methods and beliefs to help us achieve our goals, this blog site is not intended to be the ''do what I do'' way of deliberate creation, I am simply choosing to document my own personal journey, and a part of myself hopes to help and enlighten others who visit this blog. There are goals that we tend to put first before anything else, more income, a relationship, optimum health, that dream home, these things we want to ''fix'' in our lives that we believe will make us happy or complete when they are realized. While these things are important to us, they simply are the by-products of personal development, of course our lives will always have areas of improvement on a physical level, and I agree with having material wealth because we are in our physical bodies and we want physical experiences to thrive, however, I'm finding out this all goes beyond having material things, we want what we want because we believe that it will make us happy, and it does to some extent, until we move on, wanting something new, and so on and so on, and at some point after getting all the material stuff, we begin to ask ourselves ''is this it?'' I mean how much material stuff do we need to manifest until we feel whole and complete? In this manner we will never get there, I believe that while we can manifest ANYTHING into our physical experience, a time will eventually come when we know on a deeper level we're meant for something greater, beyond material things, and while we advance in our manifesting skills, we also advance in knowledge, it becomes not a question of personal gain, but a question of the whole, and what we can contribute. I enjoy the physical world and what it can offer, and some believe that this is wrong, to each their own, but my goals, while I can't detail them too much, could seem selfish to some, but I ease myself knowing that in order to help others, I've got to help myself first, I've got to develop and learn and grow, even if I'm not seeing the bigger picture yet. When we want more it happens in two ways, greed or expansion, while greed will get you what you want you'll never achieve wholeness or completion, only a void that can never be filled, and a hunger for power that attracts competition and opposition. When we choose to use what we want as a tool for expansion, more money for example, we'll use it more wisely, putting it towards a greater cause, for ourselves and others. When we ask for and manifest incredible amounts of wealth we feel good thinking about all the nice things we'll spend it on, and of course we will buy the things we want, we can, and we deserve these things, there is nothing wrong with having the finer things in life, it's the human experience! There comes a time when we'll reach a crossroad, and a question arises, ''what's my purpose?'' then the focus moves away from the material and more towards the whole, our broader selves may already have the answer, but this is a journey, so getting there may require time and learning. more to come.