The God you knew

Good morning friends pacific time and other times on this awesome planet called earth!So far I've posted four in a row this week, inspired?, maybe, but more it just feels good writing, it's an escape from this illusional present reality that I sometimes get thrown at me, or, contrast!, still greatful for it, as desire gets sharper and sharper like a high definition TV screen. I can honestly say these posts easily reflect what my mood is and where I'm at vibrationally each day, I've spent alot of energy the past few days on focusing on wealth and abundance at very high frequencies, while maintaining gratitude and appreciation, absorbing new information, recieving contrast constantly, wow!, this is alot of work sometimes, some weeks are like that, and to top it off, all this change occuring and the funny thing is I'm causing it all! But it's necessary, how bad we want change depends on how much inner work we're willing to do, but it IS worth it, that aside. As I've written in past postings I'm not a follower of any religions or cults, even in my youth I never took interest in religion in any form, and I was no perfect person by any means, I went my own way, I remember being approached on the streets on occasion by people who would tell me I NEED to be saved, with warnings of hell and damnation, some would say the end is near, that I needed to act now, but it just did'nt resonate, it even annoyed me, nobody was going to tell me what to think or do, and I got on in my business, brushing it off. These things happened many years ago, when I was in my teens and early twenties, a few times outside of a concert. Looking back now I can see why I rejected all these attempts to ''be saved'', because it was as if it was being forced apon me, in no physical way I mean, but with fear that the worst could happen. Even as a child my relatives would use these tactics, ''behave or the mean 'ol devil will come and getcha!'' Bad call, that would scare me, then I would have nightmares, and because of these messages that were fed to me, I had some ugly experiences as a kid, some I can't explain to this day. As I grew up, I started seeing religion as confusing and a waste of time, and as I grew into adulthood I started learning about the wars throughout history that were fought because of religion, and the wars at the time as well, and it made no sense to me, if this is religion I thought, why do so many die because of it? When religion came into politics that was it for me, I already dis-liked politics,and by that time I wanted nothing to do with religion, I saw it as a corrupt man-made organization for control, and that is what it's been used for for many centuries and beyond, it's been mis-handled and abused, and it's made civilizations crumble. Readers, the old ways are coming to pass, in these times, the new awareness is helping us to look past all of this, and realize and see that religion is not the solution, nothing outside of us is, there is no wrathful God that will judge us for our sins, the creator of all that is, is within us all, and this amazing creator of worlds resides in every single living thing, everywhere you look, we are creators made FROM the creator, the source, all that is, it is within, with free will, we get to choose what we want to create, not be told how to think or create, and that's why and how we were created, to experience creation! Now I understand why I rejected the teachings of organized religion, and back then it was everywhere, and looking back it blows my mind how so many were brainwashed, and all these cults and wars and scandals that were happening during it all. God is not out there or up there, God is in us and in everything, we are a manifestation from God, we are creators as God is THE creator, of all that is, that created us AS creators to create our own life experiences as we choose, no strings attached! Religion is based on conditions, that you must follow, follow?, who wants to follow? We are a miracle, we are a manifestation that's constantly manifesting, God given, and gifted with power, but some are afraid of their own power, or have been told that they can't use it, it's wrong, that they must yield to a higher power or else! These are different times my friends, and with a new awakening and awareness we are discovering just how powerful we are, and this God-given power comes unconditionally, as long as we harness it for the greater good, we're`unstoppable, that's my take on the subject on religion, maybe a little controversial, but this writer likes to mix it up, and notice all the words creation related? how'd that happen? oh well, happy creating, gotcha!