Moving on

Good morning from the neighborhood of Disneyland, one of, they say, the happiest places on earth, I am happy, but I am in no way here to see Micky Mouse, instead I am inspired to write another blog. While having breakfast at the hotel lobby I could'nt help but catch and feel the excitement of the kids eating breakfast and gearing up for a day at Disneyland, this raised my own vibration immensly, and after another bout of spiritual detoxing it was much needed. Our subject!, yes moving on, no, this blog will be around as long as I live and breathe, but this subject is about a whole new level of letting go as this is what I am experiencing now. While things have calmed down inward, reflection has taken charge and a chapter in my life is about to close, and a door is opening to begin a new one, this decision came from within and was necessary for expansion, I knew that I could no longer remain where I'm at, it was time to move forward and Universal intelligence has confirmed it is backing me on this intention, as it has brought numerous signs and syncronicities as the intention will be fulfilled in perfect timing. This means that I will have to leave people I care deeply about, it already feels bittersweet and the physical part has'nt even occured yet but I've hung on too long and at times I was caught in between two worlds, the one I was in, and the one that I wanted, this has caused enormous emotional stress on me, so much so that I have to let go in difficult ways. That is how it works when we set big life changing intentions, we have to accept that we are no longer in control of how things unfold, even when we get what we want we may have to leave some of the people we care about behind, it will always be up to us to act regardless, wow! there is just alot of letting go here! When we become firm on our intentions we have to stay lazer focused because those who care for us will try to dissuade us from doing so, not because they're being mean but because they don't want us to go, that's human nature, we as Deliberate Creators, we can be very attractive in our practice, people like to be around us, ego aside! The more we reach towards higher consciousness, we will pass by people and circumstances like a formula car heading towards the finishing line to win the race. It seems to me that a time comes that we will know when something no longer can serve us, we'll need to move on, towards expansion, we seem to get bored rather quickly during growth, always wanting to experience something exciting and new, thus is the life of a deliberate creator! What puts me at ease is that the people I have to leave behind will still be at arm's length, and I will still be in touch, even frequent visits and gatherings will occur, and this is because they are like-minded, and I seem to attract those that are ''like minded'' a blessing. As I'm reaching higher and expanding, another move is paramount and I've chosen a more natural, quiet environment to continue my growth, the big city has lost it's appeal to me as it has become more of a distraction, hindering insight, focus, and inspiration. With my newfound solitude, I can now focus on my writing in a setting that's more connected to nature than chaos and strife, and the Pacific Northwest is chock full of splendor and awe, providing me with all the natural beauty I'll need to gather endless inspiration. I am not pulling a Mick Dodge here, there are still worldly pleasures I like to embellish in, and I'm striking that perfect balance, but more away from city life now. Moving on and moving forward indeed, more to come!