Sunday, March 30, 2014

Of will

It's Sunday, the day of relaxation, or so I thought as I went on a two mile walk staving off some little frustrations, there we're some small annoyances present in my vibration. Since I've focused on my new improved reality the old one is becoming a little uneasy, it's regarding my re-location out of this state and I want to get moving, my order that was placed to the Universe has been granted without a doubt regarding my request, and my expectations are getting the best of me, since I know I've got this, my eagerness for expansion is growing, for myself, in my personal view, I've overstayed my duration here, and although I am under no pressure to leave, there is nothing that appeals to me here anymore. The good thing about all of this is the expectation, I believe so much in my created ''new'' reality that the old one no longer is relevant to me, so the paradox is, now what?, I've decided not to wait, waiting sends out vibrations of ''not here yet'' and impatience starts to set in, then I think that I should focus more, but then I feel resistance, not because it's not coming, but because it's already happening, it's done! There is no more work required, I'm all created out!, creating is fun but there is only so much energy we can put out on a certain subject we are creating, then the Universe goes to work. I don't feel the need to launch new desire, everything I've launched has set me for life, and paves the way towards my passions, purpose, and expansion. So now what?, I am by all intent manifesting daily, some days more, some days less, and a lot of these are in the form of miracles, it would seem exciting right?, and it can be, and there are days that just amaze me, I mean this can be flat out mind boggling!, then there are days that feel like ''non movement'' is occurring, it's literally living day to day! It's only human to have this level of anticipation, but when you ''know'' something big is happening as a co-creator it may be best to relax, and like a child on Christmas Eve anticipating opening presents the next day it can get downright anxious feeling. The difference here is we don't know the exact time and place, but we ''feel'' it happening, and nervousness can set in, mixed with anxiety and confusion. Yesterday I received a message to just chill, that is where I must use my will to relax, my will to be calm, my will to know the perfect timing of it all and mostly my will to TRUST! There are times when my desires don't feel like such a big deal, but as they are unfolding I can feel somewhat nervous and feel positive expectation at the same time, this indicates that the non physical is becoming the physical in regards to manifestation. When we know that we are crossing the threshold into our new reality, it's probably best to just relax and allow it to be so, that's my take on things today, more to write about as it unfolds, so stay tuned friends of co-creation!

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