THE DARK NIGHT RETURNS

Good morning those of higher consciousness and deliberate creation alike, since writing my last post I've had a rollercoaster of a ride, once again I was caught off guard with some external circumstances that had spun me into a chaotic downward spiral, not only are changes happening to me personally, but as I observe they seem to also be happening to those close to me. As I wonder the reasons behind these circumstances I can't help but feel a much bigger plan at play here, like the dots are connecting yet I'm not knowing how they are connecting. This can be scary at times, and as I've set grand intentions four years ago these ''grand'' intentions are beginning to unfold and it's possible others could be involved in the grand scheme of things. In some law of attraction circles they say there is a calm before the storm, things are relatively quiet before our dreams are realized, this has not been the case with me, I have spent the last few weeks trying to find solitude, yearning to escape from everybody and everything, all the obligations, responsibilities, and circumstances while going through yet another dark night, it's been overwhelming to say the least. Spiritual depression is no laughing matter, in this state no one or no thing will help, and the last thing you care about is law of attraction, no, these intense emotions must be ridden out, felt strongly, and allowed to pass on their own, in the meantime the world is a very dark and lonely place, and those not going through this will never understand, so you can't talk to anyone about it, it feels like the Universe itself has abandoned you, thankfully, that's not the case. Ascending into higher consciousness is the result of the dark night, and it can turn into something that's unbearably excruciating, and dare I say suicidal at times, I'm speaking from my personal experience here, and it's like trying to navigate a ship through thick fog, or worse being in purgatory! This is a time when desires don't matter, no voids can be filled, no person can comfort, no, it's all you and you alone, and it's only you that can come out of the fog. When I wrote my last post I was experiencing my dark night, during this state, I seem to be aware of everything that's wrong in this world, but I think that's natural and I still love myself for that, and I am sure most people going through this state can agree, even though it can differ with any one of us. I won't go into too much detail, but I've done some bold, crazy, wild things these past few weeks, and thankfully, my guides were there to protect me because honestly, the dark night will drive a person to do unusual things to escape it, we'll feel the strongest need to fill the empty void that won't be filled by external things, the void must be filled within. Okay the good news, finally!, I'm getting sucked back into vortex alignment as of writing this, another dark night has passed and it was a whopper!, and I'm already noticing as a co-creator with source energy, I'm more powerful than ever, rising from the ashes yet again in my biggest victory yet. The dark night of the soul enveloped me, I embraced it, now that it's passing, there is no need to fight it, as said before, we must embrace the darkness to know the light, it's known as the laws of polarity, some of us will undergo a spiritual detox reaching higher and higher towards consciousness, but each time a breakthrough is achieved behold your own true power and you'll own your world ladies and gents! The journey indeed continues!