ANOTHER SHIFT HITS THE FAN!

The road to becoming a deliberate creator is a process, there are no shortcuts, looking back I can see why things haven't changed as fast as I'd wanted and make no mistake that had they, I wouldn't have been ready for them. Personally speaking, I'm beginning to connect the dots as I look back five years ago when I first made that conscious decision to allow change for the better, here's a little rundown of my history in these past five years of transformation....I launched what was then three BIG desires, held on to the initial excitement as the Universe responded with vibrational matches [these 3 desires were then created in the potential] but as my excitement grew so did my resistance, as well as my limited beliefs; which began to surface, thus the REAL work began, alignment! This period was difficult for me as there were many limited core beliefs to dissolve and the process was very uncomfortable, as it lasted a few years. Then came the process of detachment and letting go which was a challenge because there were still some limited beliefs lingering. [negative momentum] The stage of learning to detach and let go has taken several months as there was still some residual negative beliefs to yet dissolve, but at this phase I had to learn to stop resisting them as to allow them to dissolve much easier. This brought me into the next stage, the practice of allowing, this was challenging even more because I had to make peace with everything that wasn't going my way [current reality] as well as people and circumstances. Another challenge with the practice of allowing was when negative thinking would surface I would have to allow [feel] those thoughts fully so that they could dissolve on their own, with acceptance [non-judgment] if you will. The next stage was dissolving the wounded mind's influence, very challenging this was and still to this day, getting the mind on board with your intentions will take time, all intentions and desires must be moved out of the mind and into the solar plexus [heart, inner being, link to super consciousness] so clarity can be achieved. Each time I reached and completed another stage a shift would occur, there may be many stages and shifts required to reach the physical manifestation, as I'm learning this myself. Next is taking everything outward and turning it inward, I am at this stage now, and believe it or not this is easier than all of the other stages and shifts I've gone through since I began five years ago, so this DOES get easier. This is the stage of allowing your desires to manifest into your physical reality, but here's the catch on this one, since 2010 I've always looked for and seen ''outside'' evidence of my coming manifestations [signs, synchronicities] and would rely heavily on those messages from the Universe to make me feel better, but since I've turned inward I can no longer ''look'' for outside evidence anymore, I must have full TRUST that manifestation will take place by the FEELING alone, not the external circumstances. This to me seems to be the ''calm'' period, nothing happening, that non-movement feeling I am not at all used to, so it's easy to get discouraged but this is where faith plays a major role in realizing your intention. If anyone who is reading this post is in this stage let me reassure you that when nothing ''seems'' to be happening, it's actually when it DOES happen, to illustrate this I'll use a tsunami as an example, [but in a good way] before a tsunami occurs the water on the beach recedes [pulls back] and there is a period of calmness, shortly after however, the tsunami wave comes crashing in,[the physical manifestations] or, the calm before the storm analogy would be another example. It is at this stage that physical manifestations feel ordinary [no big deal] but at the same time an anticipation occurs [positive expectation] and the funny thing is that the physical manifestation isn't the best part, getting there is, because after the physical manifestation is realized you'll just want to manifest something else and not just for the ''thing'' itself, but for the ''experience'' of getting there, that thrill of the chasing of manifestations. Remember that we want the ''stuff'' but higher self wants the ''experience'' of getting that stuff, so you're not really after the stuff, you're after the FEELING, co-creation 101 folks!