I, MACHINE

I recall a line in the recent movie ''interstellar'' where the actor Michael Caine say's something to the effect of... ''death I no longer fear, it's time that I fear.'' Since I've worked with personal growth in these past five years my own fear of death has taken a back seat, I never seem to worry about the subject, it could be because so many times I've aligned to my higher self, knowing that this part of me is eternal, knowing higher self knows no fear, it also knows no death. Does this all mean that once we align and remain aligned we are physically invincible?, we escape the emotional pain, physical traumas, and life threatening illnesses that plague the human race? We are more fragile than we realize, and we need to be aware of our limitations as well as our strengths, there are times I feel so empowered as well as there are times I feel helpless, this is the human condition, without contrast we just couldn't grow as a species, life is a game and whether we like it or not we are here to play. I believe that in this 21st century, humans fear time more than anything, everything seems to revolve around time, the stress, worries, deadlines, and all the greatest fears seem to be time related, that ''if I don't do this, this will happen'' future based thinking most people live by, making time the ultimate enemy of their reality. Time is an illusion, the only time that matters is ''now'' not yesterday or tomorrow. Our subconscious mind [higher self] knows no past or future, it is always present, and when we worry about the future we are instructing it to deliver the outcome we are fearing the most, in the future. Sometimes I view my higher mind as that of a computer CPU, it processes all the information it receives,[my conscious mind] and stores it for later use, resulting in outcomes wanted or unwanted, and if I'm worrying about the future, [fear based thoughts] my subconscious mind is processing them for future manifestation, the more I focus on the future in worry, the more likely the unwanted outcome will manifest. That was the old me, my computer has been re-programmed, I don't spend much time worrying about the future, I have the present moment and I'm always focused on what I want ''now'' instead of tomorrow. I've accepted that all my intentions and desires will manifest in their own time, and that appreciating just being alive is the greatest manifestation, and with this level of appreciation my ''CPU'' is processing feel good moments as well as positive outcomes while living in the present moment. Of course those ''what if'' moments still try to sneak in my thoughts once in a while, but I simply ''pivot'' to more general, better feeling thoughts. We are machines of intelligent design, but unlike a machine we have emotions, which guide us towards what we want and what we don't want, but when thinking is future [fear] based it usually means there is something we are trying to prevent, and most unfortunate, afraid of happening, hence, the manifestation. Within is the power of now, alignment is in the now, time is irrelevant to the subconscious mind, and although obedient, it will always bring what's wanted or unwanted into our reality, now is all that matters, now brings you everything and more of what you want, what do you want right now?