AT NO MERCY

I've had a lot of limited beliefs to uncover and change over the past five years, those involved were ''core'' beliefs that had many layers to work through, it hasn't been easy and it's been slow going at best, and with a majority of them uncovered, dissolved, and changed, there seemed a period of relief and newfound confidence, was I finally out of the woods? These past few weeks have not been without turmoil, what with the intense heat leaving me confined inside most of the time, and a very recent bout with a bacterial infection that left me bed ridden for two days with feverish sweats, intense muscle aches, and sleepless nights. This has given me much unwanted time for some serious reflection, what the hell was going on here? The downward spiral followed, but not without me digging deep inside and questioning everything, after all, I've been on a predominantly positive ride for quite some time, so what's with the ''all hell is breaking loose?'' I've written a few posts about the detoxing stage when releasing limited beliefs and how uncomfortable the process can be [that's an understatement!] but I've discovered a ''hidden'' core belief that woke me up like a giant ''bitch slap'' and it went way back and ran real deep. Where it came from really doesn't matter [although I have an idea] but discovering it was a game changer, which will allow me to reclaim my personal power at a whole new level. These hidden core beliefs are something most of us share unfortunately, and they are very detrimental to our own personal power, here are some examples, [we are all at the mercy of a higher power, our fate is decided for us, our destiny has already been written, we are supposed to suffer, It is/isn't ''meant'' to be, the [higher power] doesn't want me to have what I want [desire] because it's morally wrong] Think about it, aren't we giving away our own power to an external force ''somebody'' else told us about, or told us to believe in?, is it really true that we are all at the mercy of a higher power that judges and punishes us for ''missing the mark'' in life?, that we should ''live'' in fear of?, all my life I've bought into and believed this Sunday school fiasco in the back of my limited mind, but not anymore. This is awakening 101 readers, and just SOME of the stuff we'll ''unbury'' during our journey, so, so, many lies, and at half of a century old, I wish I'd uncovered the lies sooner. Better late than never, and now that this recent realization [hidden belief] has surfaced, it'll serve me no more, reclaiming even more personal power I could surely use, and to my benefit of course. Some may view this post a bit controversial, and I understand, but I am not a religious person, I take no interest in it personally, to me it's all about controlling the masses, but we are actually the ones who are in control, we are co-creators, we are not at the mercy of a higher power, we ARE the higher power [our broader selves] and we are not at the mercy of circumstances [control of others] we MAKE our own circumstances, behold where true power lies!