Is it normal?

Greetings on this rainy morning in west Phoenix, and it's much needed here as it's been too dry, a little relief before the hot stuff comes in, looks like it's getting time for me ''already'' to leave for the summer again to a more cooler climate. Some of you reading this post are living and realizing your manifestations, some of you have gone for the bigger things in life and are working on aligning to them, and some of you are getting better at manifesting the smaller things but struggling to manifest those big ''game changers'' like unlimited wealth, a life partner, or perfect health. All understood with conscious creation, the life force within us WANTS to expand, it is a necessary component in this game of life and you'd think that these things would come easy and just manifest into our reality just by intending them, not the case but be not discouraged fellow readers, you are still moving towards your desires, always! As a matter of fact your desires are pulling you towards them!, yes, this is true, the life stream works this way and the only thing slowing this process down is us and our resistance to those very things we desire. I've been at this for five years now and I've undergone a series of phases going inward and working towards alignment for the sake of manifesting my biggest desires, and my outer results speak for themselves, I'm literally ''living'' the law of attraction, it is a lifestyle for me and still my awareness continues to grow and my inner/outer reality is showing signs of expansion, in a nutshell, this stuff is freaking amazing! We all have different desires and undergo different experiences with our practice and approach with this Universal law, but there are no shortcuts, no faking or manipulating the Universal laws, you cannot fool the Universe into getting what you want and how do I know?, because I've been through it all and I had to figure all of this out the hard way. Fast forward to five years and now I've pretty much figured this stuff out, mind you this does not make me a law of attraction guru or expert, this is a personal journey and experience that has worked very well for me and me only, but I want to send out some pointers hoping to help some of those who struggle to manifest the big stuff. First off, know this one important thing, the Universe will not bring you something you just aren't ready for, and if you think that becoming wealthy fast will happen for you using Universal laws, that kind of thinking is delusional and unrealistic, especially if there's a lifetime of troubled emotional baggage, what's more, you must become an exact vibrational match to what it is you want, and that's going to require a lot of inner work. When I first launched my BIG rockets of desire the initial excitement, so I thought, would be enough to manifest them, and even though excitement is a great place to start it won't manifest your desire, it simply indicates a gap between you and what you want, in simple terms you KNOW deep down you don't have it yet. It is however at this point the creation process has begun, you just need to close the gap so your desire can manifest. This is where most deliberate creators get tripped up on manifesting their biggest intentions as did I as well, getting pumped and excited about a desire is approaching conscious creation from a delusional state of mind, it's looking at things from an unrealistic fantasy based point of view, this is all too common with people who want to win a big lottery jackpot using the Universal laws of attraction. It's easy to get lost in all the excitement of buying all the luxury items you want, going on expensive vacations, and buying a big mansion, but in reality you'd have to manage this huge windfall, hire a financial advisor or attorney, learn how to make the right and smart investments to maintain an inflow/outflow of steady income that you could live well on past retirement age. Other issues, with all this money, how will it affect your family and relationships?, families and friendships have been destroyed when huge lottery jackpots have been won by people that have never handled such vast amounts of wealth, they have no knowledge or past experience of what it's like to be extremely rich, and so they make bad decisions, adopt poor spending habits, they become paranoid from having such vast wealth, and in no time at all, are worse off than before they won the jackpot. Everything has a pro and con, even a big life changing desire, and when we focus and intend for big changes we have to look at both sides, a realistic point of view because if we do get what we want and we're not ready for it?, the manifestation can come with disastrous side-effects. I'm going to break it down into the phases of conscious creation and manifesting those big desires, you think about a life changing event you want to happen in your life, you get excited and the Universe responds to that vibration, the creation part is done, now it's all about aligning and becoming a vibrational match to your life changing event that you wish to manifest, but wait, you've got some limited beliefs standing in the way, which must be brought into your growing awareness, released, and replaced with new empowering beliefs that match your desire, how long this takes varies, maybe months, maybe years, it's all up to you. Once beliefs are changed and a pure vibrational match is achieved, trusting the timing is critical, also all expectations on HOW the life changing desire is delivered must be let go of, your mind could not possibly know the how and when, it has a very limited perspective, while Universal intelligence has INFINITE ways to bring about a life changing manifestation into your reality. When success is achieved at this phase of letting go and allowing, your desire feels less and less important to you, at this stage of allowing, your life changing desire begins to feel like the next obvious step, in this phase you feel as if it's already happened and ran it's course, how else could you feel?, once you've gotten what you've wanted the initial ''high'' will wear off, it's no big deal anymore, that's the paradox here! You see to manifest your BIGGEST desires, they need to be no bigger a deal than the small, easier desires, this is why people manifest smaller things easier with law of attraction, they are ''no big deal'', they're ''normal'' and there's not any resistance towards them. It's not going to happen overnight, we must develop through the practice of letting go and allowing to reach the mental equivalent state of whatever it is we desire, no matter how big it is, it has to feel ''normal'' to us, the next logical thing to occur, then we are an exact match to what we want, more on this later so stay viewed!