Not wanting, for lack of

Monday, some hate it, some love it, I'm neutral with it, I don't hold a job and yet I'm up at 5am every morning ready to allow new experiences into my already shifting reality, yes, I am indeed taken care of by my broader self, and reaching this level of trusting has been a long and bumpy path. Before beginning this posting I wanted to delve, once again, on the subject of money, however, the very subject of money is tricky with conscious creation and even more, almost everyone has hang ups when it comes to wanting and acquiring enough money to live a comfortable and worry-free lifestyle. The hardest thing for me to let go of while practicing deliberate creation was working for other people, and even though I did this ''cold turkey'' my wounded ego has put me through hell, during the re-programming phase there were temptations to seek employment out of fear, but I remained steadfast and being stubborn by nature, I'm beginning to reap the rewards of success! Let's not use the topic on the subject of money, let's instead use the subject of money as energy itself, and to understand this further we need to ''feel'' what it represents to us because to be honest most people are busy focusing on not having enough or the lack of money in their lives, again this is energy [emotions in motion] directed at not having enough, and a lot of us do this unconsciously due to past conditioning, school, jobs, parenting and media. I'm going to bring to light one simple truth, and a lot of you reading this will agree or disagree, nonetheless it is a higher truth, and one that those who control most of the wealth in this world don't want you to know and it's simply this..., the world is AWASH with money, the Universe operates on abundance, there is always more than enough, want proof? the air you breathe, the trees that provide oxygen, plants, animals, food that grows, water, and despite what you read or hear from news and media, it's all about perception, you have the choice, to believe what they tell you, or seek the higher truth and begin to believe you are an abundant being and it's your birthright to have more than enough of everything! We ask ourselves over and over why we struggle with money and the very answer is within the question, when we do this our energy [feelings] are directed at the lack of it, so law of attraction happily responds and gives us more lack of money, we are not being punished here, this Universal law is operating as it is designed to do, to mirror back and attract the circumstances that we are directing energy towards, that is, not having enough. Once we've accepted things as they are and believe things simply cannot get any better we are robbing ourselves of life's greatest gifts because a simple shift of thinking and feeling can open up new possibilities that eventually lead to bigger and better things, including everything you want, of course in this instant gratification society we live in, changing our beliefs and perceptions won't happen overnight, but anything amazing that's worth having takes dedication and perseverance. In my own journey of letting go of old non-serving beliefs, and replacing them with newer and more empowering beliefs, my reality is beginning to catch up with these beliefs but it's a very gradual process, and patience is paramount, especially when it comes to having an abundance of money, and not the physical money itself, but what it represents to you. I hear it all the time from people that believe if they just hit that lottery jackpot their lives would be better, their troubles would be over, but this delusion still comes from a place of lack, and as long as people are noticing what they don't have, they are sending out the energy [feelings] of lack and the unwavering Universal law of attraction responds to the lack by sending more lack their way. The truth will set you free, once you realize and know at the very core of your being that the Universe is abundant, and that lack and limitation are all just an illusion, which it is, your outside reality will begin to reflect these new truths. It is by no means a fault of ours what beliefs and habits we've formed in our lifetime when it comes to money, and some of us will be fine just accepting where we are and remain there, there is nothing wrong with this, we are human after all, but there will be others who get tired of settling for less, and want more out of life, they'll awaken to their true abundant nature, questioning their own beliefs only to realize, that they were false beliefs imposed by others beliefs. This happened to me five years ago, almost a year later I left the job market indefinitely, and as hard as this drastic change has been I've never looked back, hitting brick walls and big speed bumps along the way, but I'm persevering and overcoming the obstacles, as cliché as it sounds. I'll do this one thing for the readers and share my goal, I'm 51 years young and I'm retiring, not in the systematic way, and since I've been absent from the workforce for 4 years there's no retirement, social security or 401k but am I worried?, why should I be?, I'm a co-creator with Universal intelligence, meaning that I'm already abundant and taken care of, I'm dependent of no one, everything is already provided for me, my greatest desires are manifesting in their own perfect timing, and I only do what feels good or inspired knowing it's all that's required of me and nothing more. Instead of ''waiting'' for my idea life to unfold I'm already living it from within, allowing Universal law to work in my favor with no other choice but to bring it into my physical reality, hey, it's a Universal law, it never wavers! The broader self [higher you] doesn't judge your desires, it wants you to be happy, it operates from a neutral standpoint, it shows you the quickest and most effortless way to get what you want, it only depends on you and how much you allow, not forcing the realization of your dreams, but trusting the life stream to carry you in the direction you need to go.