Transformation first, then manifestation

Greetings fellow co-creators and practicing deliberate creators alike, I hope I have helped the readers as even as I am learning this process of transformation, the purpose for these posts is so we can all learn together, although I still have some distance to travel, amazing things are occuring that, for the most part, are nothing short of  miracles. I'm even going to mention some of them in this posting, to illustrate the importance of working on transformation within oneself, rather than going for instant manifestation of  the material, that being wealth, cars, boats, houses, the good stuff! When the secret was introduced, I thought that I could just focus a little on the prize, feel good about it, and ''poof'', there it is! as long as this went on, I started to think that it was'nt working like the secret said, nothing was showing up at all, there is more to this, I must find out I thought,so I jumped on the internet and ''whoa'' there was a plethora of info about deliberate creation that opened up a whole new can of worms for me. For months I studied, sorting through countless blogs and articles, and coming out confused most of the time, but because I was focused on learning more about bieng a co-creator with the universe, the intention grew, and we know what happens then, the source starts bringing the answers, and more answers are attracted. While I would love to go more into detail about this, the post would be far too long, but I will express that if one decides to be in this process for the long haul, one is most certain to get there, no matter how long it takes, believe me, source will be there to help. Guidance is the name of the game here follow creators, and asking for it on a regular basis is important, without it we will get lost and confused, even give up, there's just too much info out there, and some of us will have to find a niche, there is a lot of good advice out there that's helped me alot, and I recommend searching and reading at a constant, for as long as it takes, then, see what resonates, and work with it, there are no shortcuts, for the 26 months of this creator's practice, I would relate this to going back to school and learning something I never knew about, and believe me, it's not the easiest thing to learn or master, it will take mental dicipline
that no subject in school will ever come close to. When one has decided on a concious level that this is what he or she wants, and wants change with burning desire, the wheels are in motion, I'll admit it was a desire for change for me, but also more stuff, wealth, etc., but in the beginning, it was more about stuff, and stuff never came. So it was time to dig deeper within, and find the real reasons, to find the essence of what I wanted, this took a long time, frustration included, a sort of back to the drawing board kind of thing, with no cash, no cars, no stuff!  Driving this home, before we jump in expecting to use concious creation to get material things first, we'll be in for a wake up call, for things to change on our outer environment, the inner transformation must take place, and I'll be honest, it's going to take some work. But there's rewards, the stuff will show up when the time is right and one is in total allignment, before that can happen however, look for clues and signs inner transformation is taking place, this goes back to the guidance I was explaining earlier, when I ask for these ''signs'', unexpected but amazing things show up, like a rabbit crossing this creator's path, at the front door!, and more often now, rabbits, meaning luck, dozens of dragonflies in the front lawn, unusual to the least, dragonflies meaning change, limitless potential, higher consciousness, one time, walking on the nature trail last spring, a rare treat, a red cardinal with a fire crown, investigating further, I researched more, he means vital health, and strength. When we reach a level of inner transformation, outer signs will show us we are changing for our greater good, and in the form or miracles, unexpected, and mind blowing!  The universe will bring these signs to us, to encourage that change is taking place, it's working, keep the path, when we see these things, we are building manifesting muscle for total creation for what we want!         Keep at it!