Wounded self

Happy holidays! Getting the rational mind out of the way and on board with reality creation is very critical for success, and there are many practices and techniques to accomplish this, deep meditation and/or strict focus on the end result, persistent affirmations, constant positive thinking, the list goes on. What has worked in my own experience is the constant focus on the desired results, and the more focused I've become, the harder of course the ego-self fights back, everything that the ego-self wants the ego-self wants to control as well, the how, the when, the why's and what if's, the can't, don't and won't, the ego-self does not allow, it struggles, it fears, it worries, it uses rational and logical thinking that's counter-productive to success, it wants complete control and it will fight until the very end. Thinking with only the left brain is exhausting, a balance must be achieved between the left and right hemisphere of our brain, unfortunately most humans function more with their left brain hemispheres. I'll make a somewhat bold statement here, you CAN manifest what you want from your ego-self, but I assure you it will come through struggle, frustration, and hard work, which is how society, unfortunately, has conditioned many to believe. I'm finding that eliminating the ego completely is not the answer, were it not for our ego, we wouldn't have desire, and I believe this is a necessary starting point with law of attraction, if we had no desire for anything how could we expand? Some believe in spiritual circles that we must eradicate the ego-self completely, but the ego is a part of who we are, not some evil little devil on our left shoulder tempting us to do evil deeds. We conditioned our own ego, it is us our very ego is trying to protect, it is only following the instructions WE have programmed into it through our lifetime, and as limiting as this can be we must re-program the ego to work with us, so it can't work against us. As I've dissolved all of my limiting beliefs successfully, the ego still tries to put up a fight, but it holds no authority, it pouts and screams like a child, especially when I'm reaching for higher vibrations and riding them into alignment, but I ignore it's pleas, it's always wanting to remind me of my current reality, using every trick in the book to get my attention, of what's wrong with where I'm at, that I need to DO something, FIX something, MAKE something happen, and the result is always the same, I'm UNAFFECTED! My greatest desires were born from the ego-self, but I've gained clarity and moved them closer to my heart, where real manifesting power lies, the link to super consciousness, the connection with the whole! I don't practice meditation or any other techniques to quiet the mind chatter, although recommended, meditation is the best way to achieve the higher states of consciousness and awareness, well being, calmness, as well as clarity, and alignment to source. Although my method HAS worked it's been slow going, and what's worked for me is just keeping my focus on feeling good and making it habitual, and as success has happened my ego is beginning to surrender and get on board with my heart felt intentions, as everything desired IS coming from the heart, not the mind. As long as we don't allow our ego mind to affect our emotional well being, it can have all the fits, tantrums, and rationalizing it wants, because believe me it will, but it's important to realize that all those rationalizations and fears are simply ILLUSION, they are not REAL, and so we must be forgiving and kind to ourselves AND our ego, and at the same time remain focused on our chosen reality regardless of what the ego is reminding us of, and keep moving with forward momentum!