Un-conforming

I've launched many smaller goals and intentions, I am a living/breathing deliberate creator, and what I've perceived as big goals no longer seem AS big as before when I first began practicing reality creation almost five years ago. Big or small is only OUR perception when we desire something, to Universal intelligence everything is neutral, what do I mean by this?, a penny is no different than a million currency, a shanty is no different from an estate, sure by appearance of course, but it is us that perceives what's big or small or what's easy or hard to accomplish. When we align to our authentic selves we align with Universal intelligence, we see everything through the eyes of source energy, which knows NO difficulty, our perception shifts towards a KNOWING that whatever we want has already been created with source, our inner being is already living our desire and waiting for us to catch up by becoming a vibrational match, then allowing the physical manifestation to unfold. We are taught from childhood rules and lessons from our parents, handed down to them from their parents, then we are sent to school, to learn the rules of society so that we can hold a job and become a productive member of said society. Everywhere we turned at an early age, we were downloading information and forming new beliefs, as early as middle school we began to absorb the [follow the herd] mentality that you must work hard and work long for any measure of success, we were taught these rules of society in schools, colleges, and learning institutions alike, as well as television, movies, and the media, that to get ahead in this world, means hard work and sacrifice, blood and sweat. We recall watching television and seeing ''lifestyles of the rich and famous''[remember that show?] and without giving it a second thought we knew that we could NEVER have those things that were extravagant or expensive, those dreams were far from our reach, we weren't meant to have mansions and fancy cars, we were a lower working class people, even our elders would tell us to be ''realistic'' and settle for what we already have, and expect nothing more. This is the environment I grew up in, the backwards thinking of the late 20th century, and looking back I can understand why my life was full of so much lack and limitation, fear and uncertainty, stress and inner turmoil. Nobody is at fault here, this has been handed down from generation to generation, we cannot blame others for what we choose to believe, we are responsible for what we think and believe and we manifest those thoughts and beliefs accordingly, that is until we recognize and change them. I'll admit that I've always been somewhat a truth seeker, but in the past I was always seeking the wrong truths, the disempowering ones that would tell me that life is not fair and I should be angry, that I'm a victim of society, that I have no control of my circumstances. Boy, am I glad those days are behind me!, but where do I stand now?, allow me to share a little personal secret with you here, now that I've changed my beliefs and habits, I no longer wish to run with the herd of society, of course there are some rules of the system which we must comply, we have to eat, we have to have money, bank accounts and mortgages, we must all play by the rules of the systematic design to some degree, but what I mean is that I've chosen to live life on MY terms, I've chosen to imagine and design it by MY choosing, not creating my fate by default, but instead deliberately creating my destiny as I choose it to be! We are ALL meant to live life this way, ABUNDANTLY! and we're not just talking about money here, we're talking about the whole kitten caboodle, all areas of our life! I've chosen to leave city life eventually, it seems to no longer appeal to me, the traffic and congestion, the stress and all the noise, the bad air quality doesn't help either, and you can't see the stars above due to the light pollution, it seems the cities have finally outgrown themselves, I'm thinking the Pacific Northwest for it's lavish beauty and colder climate. Stay tuned and viewed, this is getting interesting!