HOP IN!

Good Wednesday morning, before packing some more for the move I wanted to bang out another topic, yet a very insightful one mind you, how important change is when applying deliberate creation, and whatever change you wish to make in your life, especially big change, your reality will seem to re-arrange itself in ways that may be uncomfortable and even quite scary at times. Why is it we're so afraid of change?, and yet it's that very thing we want so badly, that requires some sort of circumstance, that takes us out of our ''safe'' zone, and at the first sight of it, we go into panic mode because we're afraid of being thrown out of our self limiting comfort zone. Fear of change is such an illusion like all fear is, it's funny how stressful people make moving or relocating to be, they get scared because they're stepping into the unfamiliar and unknown, they continually obsess over the ''what if's'' and create chaos and upheaval when they move or relocate to a new job, city, or state, questioning whether they made the right choices regarding the move, then damning themselves by buying into the illusion that a poor choice was made, which in turn the Universe responds, ''if it's a poor choice you've made, then a poor choice it will be'' and the negative cycle begins. We are always moving towards the things we want, and the changes we want as well, but if we're questioning everything that happens pertaining to said changes, and becoming discouraged that it's not going ''our way'' we're throwing a wrench into the perfect machine that grants our very wishes and desires. I'm moving in four days, and with this next step I've decided I would relinquish all control over how it plays out, I've handed all the details over to Universal intelligence, as a true deliberate creator does, I am not worried, I am not scared, I have no set plans of action either, nor have I decided upon how or where I'll ultimately live, up to this point I've been well taken care of, so it only makes sense to trust the stream of life to carry me where I want to go. The Universe very well knows what I want, just my knowing this gives me the courage to TRUST that I'm headed in the right direction, it kind of excites me, the unknown, the adventure of it all, the thrill of the chase, of true freedom! I would liken this journey as that of a hitch-hiker [me 28 years ago] leaving California with no particular place to go, but spring break in Daytona sounds good, just going to drift along, then a ride pulls off the roadside and a friendly stranger asks ''where you going?'' and I reply ''Florida for spring break!'' and the friendly stranger responds ''hop in'' Now, would you accept that ride?, of course you would [those were better times of course, no one hardly hitch-hikes these days] but the point I make is you're not afraid because you're that much closer to your destination and I'm talking from experience here, you just trust the unfolding, knowing that you're always moving towards the goal, providing you don't let fear and worry stand in your way! Trust plays a major role in the game of life and that means trusting in what we can't see, because it's what we can't see that's working behind the scenes, lining everything up, just so we can get what we want, yet we don't get to decide the how's and when's, but troubled be not my friends, don't you like surprises? In the past five years I've moved four times, two of them out of state and they get easier and easier every time, however, sooner or later we decide to settle down and plant those roots and I'm contemplating my final destination as of now, but at the same time in no hurry to figure it ALL out, I've been craving some adventure and new experiences and also want to travel around and write for a few months. It's not all strictly business though, far from that, having fun is one of my greatest passions, as well as cooking, writing, extreme and loud music, strength training, hiking, parties, and some much overdue camping. Yes, adventure comes in many forms, and I'm turning 51 years young on Sunday, the same day of the move, coincidence?, not even! More unfolding to come, stay tuned.