I choose freewill

Hello again fellow conscious creators, here I am again, back so soon?, I've been riding a big wave of inspiration as of the past few weeks and, well, I just love writing these posts, but what's better is I'm teaching a little too!  As of lately the ideas keep 'a coming and learning is second nature, nonetheless, documenting my progress this way is most enjoyable, as before the blogsite was born I was journaling my progress, okay, enough rambling, the topic!  Anyone remember the Canadian rock band Rush? back when I was around twelve or thirteen I used love their album 2112 overture, along with all the other early stuff they released in the mid 70's, then around 1980 I believe they took a different approach towards their musical style, I picked up Permanent Waves at the local Tower music store, ''rushed'' home to hear it only to be disappointed at the new wave stylings thrown in their music, gone was the screaming vocals of Geddy Lee, the hard edge guitars of Alex Lifeson, and the octopus drumming of Neil Peart, replaced by a band that had toned things down as a new era of music was unfolding. But even though I was disappointed, I still took it to parties, and it seemed everyone else was on board with the new Rush of the 80's, they loved Tom Sawyer, and it was all over the radio back then, but one song did resonate with me on that album, and that song was called ''freewill'', even at a young, clueless age, something grabbed at me when I heard that song, and it would be over 30 years until I got it's message. I am really happy we are allowed freewill, it is the greatest gift given to humanity, I can't even fathom a world without freewill, since creation itself, freewill has had it's good and bad, and unfortunately it's been mis-used throughout history. While I'm learning to understand the concepts of freewill it's evident to me that it can be taken for granted in our society, we are given so many choices in everyday life, but amidst confusion most make the wrong choosing, even as we have the greatest gift of freewill we seem to mis-use it, maybe to the fact that we don't fully understand it, however I do believe we can take this gift to a whole new level along with conscious creation, and use it the way it was meant to be used. Being able to decide what's good or bad for us, and choosing which road to take is freewill, but I feel that when it affects or hurts others is where the mis-use comes in, freewill is the greatest gift when used for the better of all, and maybe I think, it's meant to be that way, of course, I'm no expert on this subject of freewill readers, this is just coming straight from the heart as of writing this. As I delve further into this journey, those messages from my past that I missed are now coming back to play, and what I've missed out on the first time is giving me a second chance to figure it all out, and utilize it for this writer's greater good. As for freewill, I've taken it for granted all those years only to finally come to the realization that I'm grateful for this gift from creation, source energy just keeps amazing me in awe inspiring ways, I choose by myself, I choose freewill!      Back soon!