Away I go, from status quo

Post seventy one and marching forward! Greetings friends, glad to see this blogsite is reaching far and beyond, I am grateful to all of you that visit these postings, and I bless you endlessly with happiness, prosperity and success. While I'm on that subject of happiness and success, there were times, few as they were, that I felt happy and successful, I had been in the construction trade for the most of 25 years, but have since left sometime around March of 2011, that was the last time I actually had a job, even in the so-called man made recession, I managed to do a small handful of temp jobs, but the wheels were spinning, the harder I tried, the more behind I got, I was living the true meaning of struggle and strife. While I've always maintained superior work ethics and took pride in my work, I was fighting a losing battle in an industry heading into the toilet, the morale on these jobsites were crumbling, work environments were toxic to say the least, that ''man made'' recession had put most in the position of less pay and fewer work hours. When I quit the whole construction business in early 2011, it was not a gradual decision, as a matter of fact I walked off the job, I had an emotional meltdown from the acting foreman, it was either a punch to his face, or just be a man and walk away, so I walked, and since then I've never looked back, but after that incident I kept asking myself what just happened back there?  Since early 2011, and believe me, I still don't know how I've managed to survive being unemployed over two years, but I am blessed for the family and friends who have helped me through this tough time, there were SO many times I wanted to just accept the fact that I needed to join the rest of the human race and get a job, any job, but I ''am'' a stubborn man, and I just knew there HAD to be a better way! I had already been practicing laws of creation for nearly a year, but they were only second to what reality I was living and struggling in, and at the time of employment it was near impossible to work in a dead-end job and be in a joyous state, something had to give, I had a BIG choice to make, do what I hate, or go within, identify what I really want out of life, and pursue my real purpose IN life. Drum rolling... the latter of course! The problem was I had to toss out everything I ''thought'' I knew, then I had to admit that

it was only myself to blame for being in these circumstances all those years, hard stuff to do, accepting responsibility for being in a constant state of struggle, coming from a guy who looked for external circumstances to blame his shortcomings on. Letting go of the need to survive was hard enough, but maintaining that detachment for two more years?, I got scared alot, I was walking into a world unknown to me, I swear, to this day I really don't know how I managed, then again, perhaps it was'nt me, in a way I'd given up, surrendered if you will, and more than likely, my higher self took the wheel, while I worked on cleaning up my vibration, and moving towards allignment, even un-be-knownst  to me, I had just embarked on the path of my life's purpose.  I was not happy at that time, although I was learning everything I could on the subject of ''reality creation'', I still was worried where I was headed, the uncertainty was unbearable at times, but I never gave up, I wanted something more!  A few years later, I'm just beginning to see how, and why all this has happened, and looking back, the pieces of the ''life'' puzzle are fitting together, and I'm getting what I wanted,  even better than I could have imagined!  Friends, if you are living life, and doing what you love, your heading in the right direction, but if it's doing something for the mere sake of survival, it just won't be fulfilling, drudgery is an awful word but we can't help but live by it. We all are conditioned with the ''survival'' instinct but that's merely what it is, conditioning, we are taught to believe that through hard work , and only hard work can anything be achieved, I'm not buying it! While the world has conditioned us in this way of thinking, in NO way were we designed that way., the truth is gonna' set you free folks, we are all born successful, each one of us has a set life purpose within us the moment we came into the physical, and that includes ''WEALTH, PROSPERITY, AND ABUNDANCE BY BIRTHRIGHT!''  as I've written before, we need look no further than within to tap into and unlock the vaults of abundance and follow our passions, money usually follows, even easier than we imagined! Right now, at this second, I'm doing what I love, every time I write a new post a feeling of bliss comes over my body, I don't rehearse or take notes when I write these posts, they come out naturally, like a flowing, two hours ago I was'nt even thinking what post to write, or even writing one at all, I just sit, and write whatever I feel at whatever time, it almost feels like something else is writing these posts ''through me'', friends, when you do what you love, this is what happens, the reward?, for me, sharing knowledge, helping others on their journeys, to grow together and expand with universal intellegence!  We all win here friends, and maybe it's going to be you who writes to others, as I am, thus helping them, to grow and expand as well, the expansion continues, and so forth and so forth. The universe IS a friendly place, and it expands when we expand, everytime a desire is launched and manifested the universe expands, it never ceases, it's infallible as well as perfect, and you my friends are a part of it!  Sorry for the long post, sometimes I can get carried away doing what I love!   Until next time!