All this contrast!

Hello again, the title above sums up the past week I've experienced regarding contrast, lots and lots of it, and I've been asking myself where is all this contrast coming from, am I creating all this?, quite possibly yes, and I've made some discoveries about this subject. First off, if we're getting alot of ''unwanted'' circumstances during our creation practice, it may not be due to transformation, or even chemicalization, of course those do seem to occur in the early stages of our journey, but there's a new sheriff in town, and he's makin' sure I'm really clear about what I want, and the good news is, if you are getting a lot of contrast all of the sudden, the good stuff is about to manifest, and I mean the biggies,  the ones we have worked towards for long periods of time, contrast is just another way the universe is saying ''okay, this is coming down, are you really, really sure this is what you want?, last chance, because I'm delivering'', at this point, things you don't want are in your experience, reminding you what you REALLY want, it's clarity in a nutshell, and contrast is bringing that clarity home, it's sharpening your desire even more, the sharper the desire, the faster the manifestation, as I've mentioned before in past posts, the universe is literally aiding you in the realization of your desire, in funny ways I'll admit, as well as the unexpected, mysterious events and circumstances. When we launch BIG desires they don't always come smoothly, there will be lessons that come with them, shifts, and just plain uncomfortable circumstances abound, we truly must be careful what we wish for, of course, ask, and it IS given, but the universe will move things your way that may seem unpleasant at first glance, but it's just making us aware that we first need to be ready for what it is we want, and it's us who must get out of our ''own'' way to get the big stuff, it's not that the big stuff takes longer, it just takes longer for us to get ready to recieve that big stuff, whether it's five cents, or five million, no difference to the universe, It's our perception that's at work here, we only THINK it's big, and when we get to a place  emotionally where five cents is no different than five million, THEN we're ready to launch our desire for five million, and the contrast will occur, you know, the pro's and con's of having a large sum and the responsibility that comes with it, and DO know that the universe is checking in from time to time, to see if you want to change things up a little. I'm leaning more towards,{as I learn} that we may be creating contrast, so we can mostly stay focused ''on the prize'' and due to the fact that I still don't fully know how this works, it IS working. At first I hated contrast, now, I'm beginning to appreciate contrast, and if any of you are experiencing anything related to this post ''rejoice'', your stuff's coming! I'll post more about this subject as I learn more,   LATER CREATORS!