Are you experiencing?

Greetings and well being fellow readers! Post no. 51 is about a subject I've not covered in past postings, it's odd really, in the middle of the night this subject came to me, inspiration can come and slap me upside the noggin in funny ways. After lying awake and pondering the subject I myself, came to a new realization, and wish to share it with you all. I realize that most of us, for the most part embark on the journey to deliberate creation to improve an area in our lives, whether it be having someone or something, a better job, vibrant health, financial security, finding that soul mate etc. At the very start we will decide what we want and gain clarity on that specific desire, my mistake in the beginning was that when I got clear on my desire, I should have dropped the ''wanting'' right then, hey, wer'e human, we want stuff, and that's okay to a certain extent. Want is a natural thing and it's necessary for creation, but that's it, from that point on, it's what the experience we get FROM what we desire that we want to ''feel'', we think if we want and want, we'll lock in our desire and sooner or later it'll manifest in the physical, but to keep wanting will not bear results, wanting is lacking, we simply attract more want! For some time I would want without even realizing it, no matter how good I was feeling the want still lingered, even after letting go, the thing is I really had'nt  let go, you cannot fake letting go, it almost has to come naturally, and yes, practice is involved to master this. I believe once we ask, it is given, from that point the wanting and yearning should be cast away, but that is easier said than done, the reason for this?, it's hard for us to let go, we're afraid we will not get our desires, so we are always focused on the absence of it. Here's the hard truth, we really don't  ''want'' these things, we want the experience that they give us, we are in these physical bodies to experience, to enjoy, to grow and expand, we really don't know ourselves as much as we think, we think these things will make us happy when we get them, look at it this way ,say it's your birthday, let's say your 10th, all your friends bring gifts, which are the coolest new toys, you even got that new toy that's all the rage, the one that makes your friends green with

envy, party's over, you play with your favorie toy, out of your many toys, with amazement that you have this toy that most of your friends can't have. Fast forward two weeks, a new toy comes out that's all the rage, you have lost interest in the old toy, now you want this new toy, the old toys are off to donation, or just rejected all together. As adults, we have simular traits and the cycle never ends. I'm learning that the journey ''is'' better than the manifestation itself, and I've asked myself sincerely what this thing i want, what would it really bring me?, what experience would i get from it?, the answer would come from how it made me feel, if it felt awesome, it'll manifest, if it felt wierd or bad, time to re-think about what I really desire. Our higher selves tell us, through emotion, what's really right for us, at first when launching a desire we may feel a little or a lot of resistance, we ourselves have to clean up the resistance and allign to the desire, in time you just know that this is truly what you will recieve, in summary, instead of wanting the desire, live ''from'' the desire, feel the essence of your creation before it is made physical, let go of the wanting, it's done, our only job is to allign and allow! So instead of asking yourself what do I want? ask yourself, what experience do I wish to have?.         Happy manifesting!