Being the vortex

Hello fellow creators and practicioneers, since my last post, I've been somewhat busy going through changes and hiccups in law of creation practices, gladly though, I've managed to reach a whole new level of vibrational harmony with myself and my desires. At the beginning of my journey I would watch the awesome Esther Hicks speak of  being in the vortex on you tube, her videos are amazing and inspiring and I highly recommend them to anyone who is practicing deliberate creation. When I first learned about the importance of being in the vortex I started implementing this practice, with not very good results, the reason for this was I was not there yet vibrationally, plus, I still had some negative beliefs to clean up, I simply just was'nt ready to go to a whole new level of vibrational harmony, but I tried it anyway. At first I was excited to learn this practice, and at that time I WAS in the vortex, I've got to say it felt good, light, my confidence was through the roof! When I felt this good I was a lean, mean creatin' machine, so I held this vibration for all that day, but creation was'nt moving very fast, the next day I found myself back in the same old place of vibration, then I would try and force myself to be in the vortex, this only led to more frustration. Being in an above average mood is hard enough, to be in a state of allowing and happy bliss is a big challenge, and I'm not talking about a moment here and a moment there, I'm talking about the long haul, through better or worse!
It is vital to creation that we be in a state of happiness and gratitude constantly, this can be achieved with gratitude journaling along with affirmation and visualization practice, while these things help it is also helpful to clear away negative subconscious programs that are deeply planted. But still this can sometimes not be enough, as in my case, I got to the point where I could be in the vortex two, even three days at a time, but would still fall back into worry and doubt regarding my desires, and once you are in the vortex, it really, really hurts when you fall off. This is not a bad thing however, it's the same as falling off a horse, you jump back on and try even harder, as I said before, it's a process, and practice is key!  If  some of you are not familiar with the concept of  ''bieng in the vortex'' I'll explain it from what I've felt, experienced, and learned
through this journey. Bieng in the vortex is first and foremost awesome, it's another form of surrender, a letting go if you will, leaving the details up to source energy, as it's supposed to be, in this place, there is no attachment to our desire, we simply go about our life knowing all is taken care of, and wow!, are we covered!, when in this vortex, miracles and manifestations take place constantly, your true power is beginning to show itself!. Oh, and did I mention how it feels? it feels light, blissful, and as long as you can stay there, it grows, helping you to stay and stay even longer! Source has our backs when wer'e in the vortex, this is what source wants, it's mind boggling in a good way, people can feel it, they are nice to you, they smile at you, it's like your walking with a beacon of positive light surrounding you, magic just happens, I even find money when I'm in this state. While this is all very exciting to think and be, it, like everything , takes practice and mental discipline of the highest order. Now that I've finnished cleaning up my vibration and have dissolved the limiting beliefs I've once again began to move and stay in the vortex, as of now all my desires are showing themselves in amazing ways, with manifestation taking place I'm even more encouraged to stay in the vortex, this is the manifestation stage of my journey, and the excitement and expectation are growing.

Here's what I do to get and stay in the vortex, it begins at night before sleep, I express all that I'm grateful for in my life, I FEEL the deep gratitude, then I begin programming my subconscious of the way I would like the next day to go, then I say my mantra over and over...''I am and will always be in the vortex, thank you for all my desires source energy'', then sleep sets in. When I wake up, I repeat what I said just before sleeping, then almost automatically, I'm back in the vortex, the trick is to stay in it all day, it can be a challenge when you step out in the world, some things will just get to us, people, circumstances, even jobs, but this is where the mental discipline comes in, practice is paramount! Here's what to do, if someone dis-favors or mistreats you, or your fighting traffic, think about things, anything that lifts you up, think of a past event that brought joy and laughter, hold it, smile, ask source to help, in my experience source energy would show me something related to my desire. The more you can feel good more often, you'll be on the right track, soon you'll feel good  days, weeks, months, and so on. We manifest when we let go, surrender, leaving it to our source, as this happens our vibration raises higher, then we are able to hold on to this vibration that is alligned to all we desire, then manifestation happens. My goal as a creator is to remain in the vortex, ultimately I will  BE THE VORTEX!        Keep creating, until next time!