''CHEMICALIZED''

Greetings!, fellow creators, during our week of independence here in this US of A, I was struck with a bout of opposite intention, in a nutshell, things were going wrong, I would wake up, do the usual routine, gratitude, journaling, feeling positive, setting good intentions. But for some reason, the opposite would occur, what the hell?, even worse, I got an  awful virus and dealt with something that never happens to me, a summer flu! No means did I create this, after all, how is it sudden that I'm getting all the things I don't want?, well, to be honest, this is not the first time this has happened to me, and it's possible to happen again during this transformation. If there was one disclaimer to deliberate creation, it would be the occasional bouts one will have of things going wrong while learning to reprogram the subconcious mind for manifestation of goals and desire. Now I don't want to scare the readers out there, even  though this sounds opposite of what positive intentions we are directing toward us, it is no means a bad thing, in fact, it's a good thing, how do we ask?, first, let's call it what it is, ''chemicalization'', and what I've learned is when we are changing how we think and believe, the old programs and new empowered ones clash, during this clash, our world gets rocked, our bodies react to these changes as well, things seem to be chaotic, when I first started getting ''chemicalized'' several months ago it would last from 48 to 72 hours, and it felt awful, it was like all the negative thinking I was getting rid of, would bounce back, and that includes the emotions too! When this happens, conflict is created, confusion, wanting to quit, feeling that it's just not worth it, but this is where perseverence is crucial, alot of people will give up when chemicalization happens, but the more we blast past it, the more rewarded we become, let me explain. The more I let chemicalization happen, and accepted it was a part of the process, the simpler it was, I was gentle with the process, no self blame, I know it feels awful, but how we deal with it is important, it can make or break a deliberate creator, it's like an occasional test to see if we can persevere in a mind crisis. Now that I'm 26 months in this life transformation I still chemicalize, but each time I blast through, I come out more powerful, more positive and recharged for creation!  Know that to be a success in deliberate creation, some form of chemicalization has to occur, even more for those that have decades of negative thinking and beliefs and work to change then, it's no picnic folks, it'll be simpler to just give up, ''DON'T DO IT!'' trust me, when we make the concious choice to change, be prepared for disruptions on occasion, but know it is a test, pass it, and each time the power grows. I have learned now that chemicalizing is a good thing, it means progress is being made, then it gets easier to deal with, accept it and let it pass, it does not serve us to fight or resist, that's the last thing we want to do, accept it, let it pass, and keep going. If  some are familiar with emotional freedom tecnique, this is an excellent tool to release resistance during chemicalization periods. As I said, when practicing deliberate intentions for positive outcomes in our lives, we will get good things in dividends, but on occasion, the internal battle will commence, the new positive thinking will collide with the old negative programming, I think of it as internal spiritual warfare, it sounds kind of extreme I know, but if we can blast through this obstacle gentle and forgiving, we forge a path to success as deliberate creators.  As we move more into positive thinking on a consistant basis, with NO negative thoughts ever, chemicalization will no longer occur, we will have reached a level where there is no more room for disempowering thinking, nothing can conflict with our newfound power, that's where we want to be! it is just during this process of learning and growth, mental and spiritual, that those old negative gremlins will fight to resurface, how bad we want change will determine how we deal with, and move past these battles, it is our choice, but remember, what does not kill us, makes us stronger! stick with it, fight the good fight!               Until next time!